n Scarey n i wuld panic about our
other peeps n have the most
devastating rows ...
n theres nowt more terrifying than
an actor playing himself ...
23.40
the harpie Nic and cloud clockwork and bisto are not welcome to read my blog or use me in any way , there are thoughts in your own head huns
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oPcWdrpp1cI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zsjq0QFrpIE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2sdKdOTbpD0
perhaps Scarey would like to be in a trildrens story as well some time ....
22.50
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVZvIsaxByE
only trouble is every time i visit your Twitter
your going on about your ex wife ....
thats not the same as my being a journalist about it ....
not really sure what you are trying to do there to be honest ....
investigative journalism is what you called it ...
um no its stuff you told me
and that I'm just about intelligent to notice
that she steals everything that comes out of my
heart soul and fanny and presents it to you on a silver platter
n it does take a while for these things to sink in ...
your other stuff is that you felt you didn't get enough
attention from your dad ...
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n its ok i can still do the Narnia thing as well that
is about the one area i can multi task
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zsjq0QFrpIE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2sdKdOTbpD0
perhaps Scarey would like to be in a trildrens story as well some time ....
22.50
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVZvIsaxByE
only trouble is every time i visit your Twitter
your going on about your ex wife ....
thats not the same as my being a journalist about it ....
not really sure what you are trying to do there to be honest ....
investigative journalism is what you called it ...
um no its stuff you told me
and that I'm just about intelligent to notice
that she steals everything that comes out of my
heart soul and fanny and presents it to you on a silver platter
n it does take a while for these things to sink in ...
your other stuff is that you felt you didn't get enough
attention from your dad ...
************
n its ok i can still do the Narnia thing as well that
is about the one area i can multi task
pollystyrene
As a secular atheist, can I hereby request my death takes place with a decent soundtrack. I'm thinking some 70's/80's funk and disco and some Northern Soul, with a soupcon of Morrissey/Smiths (I've changed my plea to guilty, There is a light that never goes out) and some Half man Half Biscuit for light relief.
No religious types droning on about the meaning of life and no Rolling Stones either. Ta
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trust trashew to maggot my idea for the day ...
um there is only children in there not military thugs ....
your mother didn't love you when you were first born
i know the feeling you are an unwelcome intrusion in my life as well ....
Her older brother Edmund, who had been particularly spiteful about her story, enters the wardrobe and in his search of her he meets a lady who introduces herself as the Queen of Narnia. She enchants him with magical Turkish delight
Aslan welcomes the children and the Beavers to his camp, but Peter is shortly engaged in his first battle, killing Maugrim, chief of Witch's Secret Police, to rescue Susan. Aslan's forces rescue Edmund just as the Witch is about to kill him
The Witch approaches in truce to parley with Aslan, insisting that, according to "deep magic from the dawn of time", she has the right to execute Edmund as a traitor. Aslan speaks with her privately and persuades her to renounce her claim on Edmund's life. That evening, Aslan secretly leaves the camp, but is followed by Lucy and Susan. Aslan has bargained to exchange his own life for Edmund's. The Witch ties Aslan to the Stone Table and then kills him with a knife. The following morning the Stone Table is broken and Aslan is restored to life, explaining to Lucy and Susan that "deeper magic from before the dawn of time" (which the Witch did not know about) will restore to life an innocent killed in place of a traitor
Aslan allows Lucy and Susan to ride on his back as he hurries to the Witch's castle. There he breathes upon the statues, restoring them to life. Peter and Edmund lead the Narnian army in a battle against the Witch's army. The battle goes against the Narnian army until Aslan arrives with the former statues as reinforcements. The Narnians rout the Witch's army, and Aslan kills the Witch.
The Pevensie children are named kings and queens of Narnia: King Peter the Magnificent, Queen Susan the Gentle, King Edmund the Just, and Queen Lucy the Valiant. Several years later, the siblings, now adults, go hunting for a white stag. They see the lamppost and go towards it. Just beyond the lamppost, branches become coats. The siblings are back in the wardrobe in the Professor's house and find that they are children again
While the conversation about Aslan is in full swing, Edmund sneaks away to the White Witch's house. He finds her castle filled with stone statues – enemies she has turned to stone
Aslan welcomes the children and the Beavers to his camp, but Peter is shortly engaged in his first battle, killing Maugrim, chief of Witch's Secret Police, to rescue Susan. Aslan's forces rescue Edmund just as the Witch is about to kill him
The Witch approaches in truce to parley with Aslan, insisting that, according to "deep magic from the dawn of time", she has the right to execute Edmund as a traitor. Aslan speaks with her privately and persuades her to renounce her claim on Edmund's life. That evening, Aslan secretly leaves the camp, but is followed by Lucy and Susan. Aslan has bargained to exchange his own life for Edmund's. The Witch ties Aslan to the Stone Table and then kills him with a knife. The following morning the Stone Table is broken and Aslan is restored to life, explaining to Lucy and Susan that "deeper magic from before the dawn of time" (which the Witch did not know about) will restore to life an innocent killed in place of a traitor
Aslan allows Lucy and Susan to ride on his back as he hurries to the Witch's castle. There he breathes upon the statues, restoring them to life. Peter and Edmund lead the Narnian army in a battle against the Witch's army. The battle goes against the Narnian army until Aslan arrives with the former statues as reinforcements. The Narnians rout the Witch's army, and Aslan kills the Witch.
The Pevensie children are named kings and queens of Narnia: King Peter the Magnificent, Queen Susan the Gentle, King Edmund the Just, and Queen Lucy the Valiant. Several years later, the siblings, now adults, go hunting for a white stag. They see the lamppost and go towards it. Just beyond the lamppost, branches become coats. The siblings are back in the wardrobe in the Professor's house and find that they are children again
2pm
Bo Peep Hill by Veronica Van Eijk
bromegrass timothy couch and creeping red fescue
birdsfoot grosswort hawksbit and trefoil
trampled and crushed underfoot with equal distain
as wearily over the brow of bo peep hill i toil
stop to rest and defecate
add more methane to the atmosphere
swallow the cud bring up another to chew
tail swishing flies away tongue flicking up a nostril musing
I've never seen friesland although i am a fresian
below the farmhouse tucked in the crease of hills
unchanged though the time i have known it
people come and go one sitting making images of me
ruminating on the meaning of these things reflecting
through the eye of this beholder
Bo Peep Hill by Veronica Van Eijk
bromegrass timothy couch and creeping red fescue
birdsfoot grosswort hawksbit and trefoil
trampled and crushed underfoot with equal distain
as wearily over the brow of bo peep hill i toil
stop to rest and defecate
add more methane to the atmosphere
swallow the cud bring up another to chew
tail swishing flies away tongue flicking up a nostril musing
I've never seen friesland although i am a fresian
below the farmhouse tucked in the crease of hills
unchanged though the time i have known it
people come and go one sitting making images of me
ruminating on the meaning of these things reflecting
through the eye of this beholder
2pm
sniffing about
i would investigate your bins
they are very exciting i smells fish bones
n is tay crunch ....
n i would lick my paws
n clean mysel my tong is tay scratchy
n i would people have me and tend me
n i is tay lovely little creature
n i would catch those little animals
nem is tay irritating to me
n i would get em
n people to leave me is
tay rude
sniffing about
i would investigate your bins
they are very exciting i smells fish bones
n is tay crunch ....
n i would lick my paws
n clean mysel my tong is tay scratchy
n i would people have me and tend me
n i is tay lovely little creature
n i would catch those little animals
nem is tay irritating to me
n i would get em
n people to leave me is
tay rude
butterflies
she smokes her hand
n whats with these oriental images coming up
theres one that has melted lips
from radiation
the breath coming in jabs
an at the beginning she looks like
a dead person
a hara kiri moment perhaps
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an to the right theres like
a male silhouette with man boobs ...
the dribbling delirium of battle shock
n stages of shock n grief
interspersed with more denial
n she's gotta keep running
Saturday, 29 June 2013
i gulped hard
an they circled into a flock of crystal birs
n scattered into the sun
glinting as their silhouettes broke up
in the fractured light
n the jabs of crystal teeth swirled into a
circle wreath an cut my head
n i deserved it
someone threw the lovely quartz ball
at my skull n it broke
through the bone
n buried deep
7.46am
n there was just birds there
singing to me ... an
sharp jabs of Scarey pain
a necklace of chirps n chips
n twittering round my head like a shattered crystal
n all shattered chest like crystal fragments
of chest n Scarey heart panting
with worry n i is snare
n i loved Scarey so much an i see like
Scarey chest when hurt it heave
like a bir not always crying
just heave like a bir
chest when it
jerks upwards n you can
see the hurt in the rib cage
n Scarey face like that whippet
is jus too much
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n i get clubbed in the chest and
can take no more
n I'm far away
n all performancey stuff
4.56am
thankyou Scarey
I'm feeling very shy now Scares
with this throat business
n i make bad noises n Scarey flies away
3.21am
i could swear an owl
just replied to me
***********
n i gushed like a fountain
with my make up all running
and people handing me tissues n stuff
an asking me to speak
n the tears make fronds of light
that helps to ease the pain
n the sobbing comes in convulsions
your chest heaving and retching
n all runny nose n stuff
an your hair all wet and drooping
like its raining
n the memories an flashbacks
like painful treasures like lost children
reaching up their arms
n all the love pouring down your face
as you hold them
**********
n the electricity in the other room was
like an emotional charge that
had me flat on the floor
stomach-churning emotions
i could swear an owl
just replied to me
***********
n i gushed like a fountain
with my make up all running
and people handing me tissues n stuff
an asking me to speak
n the tears make fronds of light
that helps to ease the pain
n the sobbing comes in convulsions
your chest heaving and retching
n all runny nose n stuff
an your hair all wet and drooping
like its raining
n the memories an flashbacks
like painful treasures like lost children
reaching up their arms
n all the love pouring down your face
as you hold them
**********
n the electricity in the other room was
like an emotional charge that
had me flat on the floor
stomach-churning emotions
20.18
n this is going to be going
on for a while that i try to leave Scarey
and can't do it n those feelings aren't over yet
**********
n thats my higher power is it
my neighbour coughing on purpose
right next to my wall ...
n you get attacked by America its your fault ...
n nothing to do with someones emotional hygiene problem
sharing dirty needles ....
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it makes a weird light
like they say a caustic romance
n i feel Scarey pain an i never wanna hurt Scarey ....
n yeah i get the bear attack ....
29.06.13. 9pm
totally out of my skull with that crying
a huge snake of pain
that just keeps on growing
n you can test yourself with physical pain too
I forgot about it
is someone is burning your arm it gets to a point
where your gonna start shouting ...
*************
n I've been written in
to this incredible novel ....
an what if the character walks out of the book ...
n I've gotta say the right lines ...
***********
an who's in charge
you or the seagull ... its ok
as long as you don't really engage with
them an make eye contact an stuff its like woah ...
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n i was with Chucky on this giant moth
n he dangled over to look down
an slid off the wing
an there was just three people
left on the planet