sex n the stix 

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she has to move some old films 


stuffed morrow 


829 


657  010214 

this would be 

a strategic time for Sophie to phone 

a non consensual derivative 


2125

people might think all sorts of things 

they might think your the 

genie of the lamp for all i know 

MR MULLIGAN IS MICRO PERCUSSING 

HE IS A VERY LONELY MAN 

NOBODY CARES ABOUG HHIM 

HE NEVER HAS A SHARED EXPERIENCE 

WITHA NYONE PROBABLY 

IF HE DIED NOBODY WOULD NOTICE 

THE ROTTING BODY FOR SEVERAL WEEKS 

NOT EVEN HIS OWN FAMILY 




1917

1625

Lager has been harassing me around town 

and is now spraying me with germs 

and because of this 

she is not welcome 

noon 

travelling by train 

is that a steam engine 

she is not welcome

823

LAGER IS OUT FRONT 

SPRAYIHNG GERMS AND PRACTICING 

HGER SEX NOISES 

USING CHILD ACTRESSES 



its bacterial fungus today 

they are hoping to damage my legs 

n making snapping noises 

makind typo 

poor Scareys heart 

6am 

n yeah 

she needs to remember 

that Scarey needs her n  has 

at least a fictional relationship ... 

2223

MR MULLIGAN YOU ARE NOT WELCOME 

TO PERCUSS ON MY WALL 

PLEASE DO SOMETHING ELSE TO EARN MONEY 

AND TO FILL YOUR EMPTINESS ... 

2123

she like Slint vey much thankyou ... 

sex n the stix /in which i turn Sophies article into a piece of music

the history assassins

sniping about liberties

liberties with the truth

Foxcatcher , an angry debate

head explodingly incorrect

i asked the DOE

are any of them any good

a truth slippery and subjective

razor sharp jokes

deliberate mistakes

in compressed time



we got it wrong

post-modern comic whimsy, complete with time-travelling devices

flagging up the jokes

we had a puppet rat to do that

two California teenagers with a time machine,

Napoleon is "a short dead dude"

Caesar is "a salad-dressing dude"

nothing wrong with a puckish approach

People laughed, even in the trenches



sometimes the accurate

bits are cut

some films mess about with history

its more troubling

blacklist for "un-American activities"

rehabilitated in an Orwellian touch

a film made with the armed forces of Iran, Syria or North Korea

what if you were faithful to Che Guevara's Reminiscences

take out the character n emotion

hours of grim guerrilla campaigns

you'd make a packet

come back to deconstruct the film in class

you might balk at the f word 




That's not just about film and TV – it's a life skill."

everyone makes mistakes 

Anne Boleyn was beheaded with an axe 

a blunder 

it was a French swordsman 

Everyone knows that i do now 

the power of the moving image 

even when its tosh 

it takes root in my imagination 

they emanated from that great steaming heap of lies

but its a fictional movie 


some films blur the line 

what you see on the screen 

is completely made up 

n interfered with 

sometimes the director 

is a dunce bully or class clown 

tough questions 

nine men about to change history 



all these years to make a film that powerful

far out hairstyles 

the conmen were not so amiable in real life 

a heroic version 

the drug is poison 

 humdrum macho heroism

the nuns were lovely 

they save themselves by murdering civilians 

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MR MULLIGAN YOU ARE NOT WELCOME TO PERCUSS

ON HTE WALL DOING IT MICROSCOPICALLY 

DOES NOT MAKE IT OK PLEASE GO AWAY 

sex n the stix

well he could do Dev 

i find my internet relationships 

burn out of sheer 

impossibility 

internetty kind of stuff 

n would  you gt used as a meat face 

i don't have a clue 

n you don't understand ... 

having said that you are still 

free to phone me 

n challenge the whole internetization of things 


2007

n yeah Sophie 

i get the point its only a mistake n that 

in fact i said you could do that ... 

SECRET COURT TORTURE WARNING 

YOUS ARE PLANNING ON 

DEPORTING DAVISION 

N FORCING HIM INTO HIS EX PARTNER 

I DO NOT CONSENT FOR MY MATERIALS 

TO BE USED FOR THIS COLLAGE THANKYOU ... 

IF YOU WANT SOMETHING ASK 

THE DELEGATION TEAM 

THAT IS WHAT THEY ARE THERE FOR 





1844 

i was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia 

i think thats wrong 

its a schizotypal personality disorder 

from learned behaviour 

n im allergic to the meds 

like possibly alcohol too 

sex n the stix 


that said i need to buy Sophies book 


1833

im wiht Davision 

Scarey is number tow on Sophie n 3 

1755

she has made  a sofa bed 

for Gloria after her 

ordeal ... 

1557

it seems that Dev 

puts up more resistance 

to cover versions which may 

be what counts in the long run ... 

956am 

joseph fritzle signature chloride 

basetts spraying flul 

n she loves them all vey much 

2253

she is still a bit speechless 

n inteds to spend quality time with each person 

2006

the author takes my puppet 

n it might further sour relations 

20 ways of looking at mediation with the author

nb this afternoon i dreamed i fell down a cliff 

while running from a dog 

1   i am blaming her 

2   she is blaming me 

3   neither is at fault 

4   both are at fault 

5   it'll be seen as a resumption of the friendship 

6   its beyond reconciliation 

7   its because we lost our support workers 

8   political / cultural factors 

9   don't visit the past create a new future 

10  the mediation could happen more informally 
as and when we coincide 

11 the mediation could be done formally where we can 
really get down to business 

12 she will see it as an apology 

13 she might see it as me taking control 

14 it mgith come across as inconsistant 

15 it could be inconsistent from a legal point of view 

16 she might see it as a sexual advance 

17 it would mean alot more to her than to me 

18 she tends to be under responsible 

19 i tend to be over responsible 

20 is that really true it depends 
what you mean by responsibility 

21 we are trying to discredit each other 

22 she could say the sexual idea was mine 

23 doing it informally might better preserve the boundaries 

24 we find each other intimidating 

25 an Irish / English thing about being aloof 
and getting riled and losing your cool 

26 im concerned about inviting her to a mediation 
exercise i can't cope with 

27 this has been my experience that i shut down 
around her 

28 you wont necessarily get it 
how you want it 

29 street bureaucrat ( Matthew ) 

30 if it goes wrong it'll go badly wrong 

31 if I'm not well i will just shut down 
and not be able to cope with it 

32 i would have initiated it 


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33 i explored some sexual feelings about her 
after i terminated the friendship 

34 n decided i didn't want them 

n now i got more thank one person 

threatening to self harm 

i obviously can't respond to that 

so can we try something else please 


or at least think of another cause to go with it 

so that its not all Liz responsibility 

n now they are threatening to take my puppet 

over it so can we not do birdcage jumps 

over a person please 

n actually i didn't say i will jump out of a window 

over you ... 

i did that because of the surveillance thing 

it could be manipulative 

to do it over a person 

n k lets look at things from the committee

point of view they think i should 

go back to Fritzle innit 

n I'm none too keen on 

Dev Scarey n Sohpie injuring 

thyself unless it 

just a scar 


1851

is also is 

like me yous will find 

is you injures yourself its 

not only about one thing i told my dad

other women are going to do birdcage jumps 

why not look at the reasons before 

rather than afterwards it had 

unexpected consequences 

i am now on medication 

that i don't want ... 

20 ways

n i did my self harm because of you peeps 

getting cover versions of me 

is one reason 

n we forms some sort of amputee 

support group 

n i challenge yous asll to do some 

magic instead 

it should be possible to 

be seen havine a forearm removed 

n then replacing it a few days later 

all you need is the belief 

that you can do it 

cus after all my hip injury 

is not going to be vey apparent 

in the long run 



1847

Dev wanted me to look at something 

i can't see what it is 

n with all the self harm exercises 

going on best i say 

I'm just single isn't it 

how has i got into this mess 



1818

n Sophie is threatening 

a hunger strike 

n what i has to do is 

let people get cover versions 

n see is there anything 

left for me at the end of it ... 

1600

Dev says he wont be needing 

the secret court warnings k 

i will sometimes object to Lager 

calling me mum or in other various ways taking the piss 

art whisperer

1016

SECRET COURT TORTURE WARNING 

1038

the queens horses going past again 

why are you telling me this ... 

i do not support torture ... 

if Dev wants to use my stuff 

to entertain himself he will let you know 



FOR DAVISION 

I DO NOT CONSENT FOR MY M ATERIALS 

TO BE USED FOR THIS 

UNLESS HE HAS REQUESTED IT 

ACTUALLY HE HAS REQUESTED IT 

BUT PLEASE MAKE SURE HE HAS A SAFE PASSWORD 

IF THINGS ARE GOING TOO FAR FOR HIM 

DEV HOW ABOUT DOING A STUNT 

WHERE YOU REMOVE PART OF YOUR ARM 

N ARE THEN SEEN FIXING IT BACK 

ON A FEW DAYS LATER 


I KNOW UYOU CAN DO IT 

n magic is simply the belief that you can do magic ... 

whjic starts with your appreciation of everyday life .... 





1117

Scarey is also threatening to hurt himeself 

n again might you not get sectioned 

she will give serious though 

nobody has thought about making a Mr Bean doll with teddy 

n not alot of rock star dolls 

where it the Bon Jovi doll 

or other comedians 


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another factor in this Dev is sex addiction 

a bunch of young people were dumped 

on a desert island with no technology 

and when that happens to you 

you realise what technology does 

its what i call the hebrides 

like when people value having a vinyl record player 

i don't know if you wanna 

investigate 

its like other emotions 

go out with the bathwater 

when you see something sexual that you fancy  



290114 

Queens horses going past 


Shushooo was sectioned 

because of her eating disorder 

if you eat one more cake Shushooo ... 




*************

theres not alot of things you can't do 

with a bottle of fairy liquid 

it was my toothpaste and shower gel 





280114 

851

i don't know what will happen 

with my being in love 

with both of them 

have to see what happens 

at matches ... n your supposed 

to be a  bit sociable with that 

n probly there will be opposition 

to the Sophie relationship too 

n im not leaving Dev in the sense of working 

together ... 


n of Sophie n Dev 

n yeah it might be that Sophie n i 

could do something about the mental health system ... 



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n then theres the Fritzle situation 

where our committee in this country 

thing i should be press ganged into that relationship 

n if the international community agreed 

i might have worked with that idea 

n our committee don't seem to understand 

the global forces at work 

n  how that is not possible 



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n then of course 

theres my neighbours' input 

that is i don't get anyone 

or the international community 

their view is that i should be force into 

a gay relationship as a punishment for the colonies 

or some weird thing like that 





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