Monday, 31 October 2016

the i360



it wobbles ! i did think it wobbled quite alot
i was really scared, as the whole thing looks so spindly ...

i went camera-less today
as the instructions said to travel light

shame about the camera
as i would have liked to film my nephews play fighting
but in a way good just to enjoy their company
without snapping away all the time !

i rememberd a bit more detail
like being frisked on the way in !
i told the 7 year old that i was a robot
apparently he is always saying that himself.
the i360 didnt go as high as we thought it would
possibly because it was a crowded time.

before we went in
there was a glass floor
through which you could see the coiled cable that hold up the pod
it looked quite narrow for such a load
that can carry a bar and up to 200 people at one time !





Sunday, 30 October 2016

thrill seeking ...

301016   5pm 

when you do something like that 
your body goes all tense 
bracing itself for the scary thing 
its difficult to tell how much you are trying to control things ... 






my cold sores 
suggest that Baskerville has been to see his rent boy ... 




Saturday, 29 October 2016

Wednesday, 26 October 2016



oh ok ! love is being cuddled as a baby by my late
and very much grieved mother ...
love is a flow of blissful energy from the heart
which beats any drug
it flows from the heart to the person i am thinking about
and makes beautiful colours
love is what i feel for my addict
when i see past all the poison
that makes me want to sing and dance
love is holding his children
and being so delighted with them
as if they were my own
endless days of fun pretending to be little again !


love in fellowship 

that beats like a heart




Tuesday, 25 October 2016

the pedophiles dog 
and another dog have been making noise all evening ... 
the walls are very thin here 







Thursday, 13 October 2016


but wait ! 
theres a middle class person
trying to make a phone call ... 


141016   12.10 am 


Im going to kill myself 
right here in front of you he said ... 





Monday, 10 October 2016

its kind of obvious
that i would get mugged in some way ... 






Sunday, 9 October 2016

some people 
might have felt they weRe 
a disappointment from day one ... 






Thursday, 6 October 2016

21.38

Charlie is an agent 
for Lady Goo ... 







the pedophiles dog
barked continuously 
the whole time my art teacher was here 

and then started up later on
also early and late morning 






Sunday, 2 October 2016

23.46

pedos chuckling 
junkies chucking 
broodmares clucking ...