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its all gone horribly wrong 

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everybody trapped in the heat 
things coming to a head 

an army of trolls
drunk on caffeine 

the statue is weeping ... 

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now the fib are following me 
onto YouTube 
and trolling my channel 
possibly monitoring my communications 

the reason being to do with Fritz 
and Trix , Trix's partner 
seems to be still in distress 
thinking I'm with Trix in some way 
i have not thought about him for ages 



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13.31 pm 

the fib are deleting mail from my gmail account 
and blocking communications in my online Al-Anon group 

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breaking down 

i dont trust myself 
i doubt my sanity 

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he wants me to befriend 
the junkie down the road 
who is also a nutter
just like me 

he used to date my friend 
and now i don't see an end 
no light in this tunnel

a tight space 
no room to squeeze 

i don't want to talk to him 

my nurse 
is mentally ill 

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and theres no escape 
from this heat 

i shoplifted again 
it was an accident 

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i felt this feeling 
i had to sit with it