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is this all feeling a bit weird ?

maybe your date 
isn't who they said they were 

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acid and mushroom trips 
were like being a kid again 

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the perfect crime 
did it cause you to become injured ? 

did it throw you off the bed ? 
did you feel broken, snapped 
like that could kill 
too much for your organs 

and tripping afterwards 
people have died from this
mystics have
or gone insane

which way up is this planet ? 

rap song : a sign in the woods

we shoved the magazines 
through his ex girlfriends door 

lit up by their head lamps 
we did moonies at passing cars 
in the middle of it 

flashed porn on the bus 


n she was to receive 
instructions from strangers .... 

we are gonna sit on that wall 
n take the next bus to the viaduct ... 
someone will attack you and he's just an actor ... 
n Chucky loves this Hitchock stuff 

the juggs is of course
near to the authors part of the woods 
a half way house , haunted loony bin 

fighting with drunk men 
gamblers, drug addicts 

I've certainly had my fair share of drunk men around 
dragging them across the floor bleeding 
going to A & E after midnight on a Saturday 
it was like a party in there 
with everyone showing off their injuries 

one of them jumped in the river 
so i had to go in too 

another one tried to kill himself 
in my living room 
gave himself a brain injury 


focus on your energy centres he said 
i knew id get one of the shorter ones 
i just wanted to know 
that someone effin meant it  

so i fought and fought to keep him 
tooth and claw 
and then i conceded defeat 
and started to help my rival 

she felt as though 
she'd been thrown across the garden 
clinging to a tree 

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we shoved the magazines 
through his ex girlfriends door 

lit up by their head lamps 
we did moonies at passing cars 
in the middle of it 

flashed porn on the bus 

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Sunday, 10 November 2013

The Juggs

4pm 101113


n she was to receive 
instructions from strangers .... 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDL5MDp8aPc 

753am 111113 

we are gonna sit on that wall 
n take the next bus to the viaduct ... 
someone will attack you and he's just an actor ... 
n Chucky loves this Hitchock stuff 

n in fact Mitchell did succeed today 
convincing her his reps 
were Devs ...

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10am 

542am 061113

oh you mean last night 

when i was down the juggs 

getting tanked 

they were going to film me were they 

yeah i reckon Chucky was phoning around 

pretty fast for some mates 

a premonition which 

came through the following night ... 

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fighting with drunk men 
gamblers, drug addicts 

I've certainly had my fair share of drunk men around 
dragging them across the floor bleeding 
going to A & E after midnight on a Saturday 
it was like a party in there 
with everyone showing off their injuries 

one of them jumped in the river 
so i had to go in too 

another one tried to kill himself 
in my living room 
gave himself a brain injury 

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focus on your energy centres he said 
i knew id get one of the shorter ones 
i just wanted to know 
that someone effin meant it  

so i fought and fought to keep him 
tooth and claw 
and then i conceded defeat 
and started to help my rival 

she felt as though 
she'd been thrown across the garden 
clinging to a tree 

song : Merry Broken Christmas

for those from broken homes
who have just been chucked
who cannot afford their rent
and they have no friends

Merry Broken Christmas
may all your pain be healed
Merry Christmas pain
all this pain that you feel

lets share it together
lets not pretend
we've reached the end
this is the worst day of the year

with all its cheer
n smiling faces
getting drunk on fear
just to mask a tear

give me beans on toast
instead of this roast
lets cry and grieve
at least that will be real

Merry Broken Christmas
may all your pain be healed
Merry Christmas pain
all this pain you feel

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we were straight edge 
living on our feelins
n it all got too intense 

exposure therapy i guess 

then i went down a disused railway cutting 
after dark 
with no underwear on 
looking for dogs 

rap song : screaming in agony

so why am i 
a bit of a slag ? 

florid sexualised symptoms they said 

and there i was 
kissing strangers on Westminster bridge
one of them led me to a park  
i was lucky  
i just cracked up laughing   

the glory of total freedom 
roaming around the streets screaming 
i could do whatever i wanted 
i had no fear 

she took a running leap 

my tongue hanging out feel vey zick
rolling you over onto the stretcher 
held in the love of strangers
a blanket of bliss  
screaming in agony 

two songs were playing in my head ... 
concussion strapped in tight 
the vehicle rattling away into the night 
like that gypsy move at 5 years old 
a tunnel to nowhere 
my legs tightly strapped together

the searing pain in my hip 
when they try lift me 

the door is slammed shut ... 
Im in a high security unit
surrounded by people who have just tried to kill themselves.  

My bags and pockets are searched 
for medications, and implements, and even plastic bags 
which are not allowed on the wards ... 

one lady tried to strangle herself with a tourniquet 

i was a whistleblower 

my fickle heart 
stays loyal to each one 

I'm as vulnerable as that chimp 
they can do what they want with me 

is Brexit the 3rd world war ? 
isn't it our turn 
to do a Gandhi ? 

my tongue hanging out feel vey zick
rolling you over onto the stretcher 
held in the love of strangers
a blanket of bliss  
screaming in agony