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SOMEONE PULLED UP BESIDE ME TODAY 
AND APPEARED TO TAKE A PHOTOGRAPH 

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stinging the sting 

its all my fault 
im a bad person 
i deserve to be punished 

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there was that time 
i made him a tiger cake 
with souvenirs from the garden 
and sushi boats 

his ex girlfriend 
was busy having sex with a polar bear  
and sending him the footage 

i didnt stand a chance 

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my fickle heart 

is loyal to the truth 

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his desperate attempt 
to show his feelings 

he likes to scare me 
to make me feel his pain 

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do you promise to forgive me 

do you promise 
to be the person i cheat on 
for the rest of my life ? 

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sorry 

i said something hurtful to my partner 
i didnt know this was really real 

word jam : white execution

paragliding 
is like a mock suicide
white execution 

n Starsey n i 
would stare at the moon 
until all spooks hung around

beating ourselves up 

gender neutral ? 
not quite , but yes an ogre 

i suppose in a way 
i betrayed my best friend 
because of him
although i was fed up with her anyway 
it didnt look good  


he told me not to tell anyone 
because they'll interfere he said 

apart from Brooke watched us  
but she wouldn't tell anyone 
she took photographs 
and found it funny 

it was pretty funny actually 

Brooke seemed to want to do something with me 
but that was just a power thing 

i wasnt really interested in that 
apart from to impress the guy  

don't be pushy 
or diss the other girl 
or seek out gossip

n you don't get a second chance
to make a first impression 

i hadnt read the books they'd read
or studied politics 

i wasnt on their intellectual level 
i should have said so 

i think you need  your feelings 
in order to function 
otherwise how would you know 
what you wanted ? 

doing time ? 

Antar Yoga 
some forms of it 
are too much for the chakras 
leading to organ failure 

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low self esteem 
what a slag ... 

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i suppose in a way 
i betrayed my best friend 
because of him
although i was fed up with her anyway 
it didnt look good  

sometimes my leg swells up 
and gets cramp 

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paragliding 
is like a mock suicide 

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maybe i just have no self respect 
to insist that the man be my boyfriend 
that i would sleep with him in secret 

apart from Brooke watched us do it 
but she wouldn't tell anyone 
she took photographs 
and found it funny 

it was pretty funny actually 

Brooke seemed to want to do something with me 
but that was just a power thing 

i wasnt really interested in that 
apart from to impress the guy 

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he told me not to tell anyone 

because they'll interfere he said 

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i just get so lost in myself 

you'll go mad looking at the moon 
no, i wont, i will just go creative 
and emotional 

or seek out gossip 

don't be pushy 
or diss the other girl 

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but Fox made me wait about two years 

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n you don't get a second chance
to make a first impression 

i hadnt read the books they'd read
or studied politics 

i wasnt on their intellectual level 
i should have said so 

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after a course of treatment 
i fell in love with somebody else 

i was hell bent on sleeping with him 
no matter who i hurt 

white execution 

depends what kind of shit you're smoking 

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i just went to him 
with open heart and open arms 

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I've done an upload on YouTube 
but it wont process past 95% 
and is not showing any sign of doing so 

is this some sort of online sanction ? 


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unable to log into YouTube 
to edit or post