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no thought of the consequences

 

 

 

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stamping my feet with excitement 

 

 

 

 

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no, someone i saw in the papers 

 

 

 

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i wasnt ready for the rear view 

but thanks all the same  

it was hard to stay on track 

you have alot of similarities actually 

what with that feminine side going on 

i had a shower and put some stockings on 

and a black dress 

he said other people would be watching 

i push my pelvis up 

which usually gets em 

determined to stay home where i love him 

but i let the other one have a feel 

industrial strenght torsion 

taking a hammering 

we are the new straight gays , straight happies 

we have the personalities of a gay person 

but prefer the other gender 

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when the author says ' think ' 

is she really talking about ceremony ? 

 

 

 

 

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amethyst has healing properties
according to crystal traditions
probably linked to the use of Purple Hearts

 

 

 

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according to the authors rationality 

her trump would be under the same moon 

 

 

 

 

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the sound of a train 

echoes off the stars 

 

 

 

 

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its late in the day when i remember i have a boyfriend

well thats just soldered a blackened out crater 

light still rising 

well youre a poet so youll understand 

bushed actually 

he was talking about his trees  

number 6 that is

 

 

 

 

 

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Bob Ross stole the work of Bill Alexander 

 

 

 

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hallucinating due to extreme stress and trauma 

 

 

 

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something i cant un-know 

is the bottomless pit 

that is the man who harrassed me 

a soul vaccuum 

 

 

 

 

 

word jam : gaze into the moon

 


i dont think i can be married to anyone

as it brings up too many conditionings and cliches

gaze into the moon
to find out where your heart lies
 
there was a blurry double moon
 
well you were up against
some random guy today 
i dont love him though
and its all for your benefit
and at the end of the day its all about you
 
and my love for you  

but i cant come out to have sex
with everyone who feels excluded can i
or bad weather friends

anyway why cant you meet her for a coffee
or a zoom meeting
sins of omission

ive been warned not to comment on Scareys channel

complexity

looking forward to seeing your artwork
 
perhaps straight people need to learn from gays
that there are other ways of pleasuring
that youd need to build trust around
like two straight people in a gay relationship 

without the stereotypical performance memes
of straight culture
 
not sure who im talking to
who has this
general knowledge

magical classicism

ive always been the one to ' give him back '

painting by numbers ?

hugbox circle jerk squeeze box
 
that was whilte hot !
and helped me get over being assualted
to put something else there 
he knows what to do with it
even in a frenzy
n its all rock and roll
we work up a rhythm
i feel really wierd afterwards
dizzy and disoriented
with a fizzy head


 

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i dont think i can cope with being married to anyone 

as it brings up too many conditionings and cliches 

im in a relationship with number 6

 

 

 

 

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gaze into the moon 

to find out where your heart lies 

 

 

 

 

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there was a blurry double moon 

 

 

 

 

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well you were up against 

some random guy today  

a taxi driver in fact 

i dont love him though 

and its all for your benefit 

it was you that got me started 

and at the end of the day its all about you 

 

and oh im in love with you 

in love with you 

 

 

 

 

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i cant come out to have sex

with everyone who feels excluded can i 

 

 

 

 

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bad weather friends 

and druggies 

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anyway why cant you meet her for a coffee

or a zoom meeting 

 

 

 

 

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ive already got one very negative person in my life 

i cant take on another one 

thats for someone who is well to take on 

 

 

 

 

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ive been warned not to comment on Scareys channel 

 

 

 

 

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sins of omission 

 

 

 

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bossy 

 

 

 

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and again ... 

 

 

 

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no 6 being threatened with water boarding 

 

 

 

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complexity 

 

 

 

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that was whilte hot ! 

and helped me get over being assualted 

to put something else in there  

he knows what to do with it 

even in a frenzy 

n its all rock and roll 

we work up a rhythm 

i feel really wierd afterwards 

dizzy and disoriented 

with a fizzy head 

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nic continues to abuse 

 

 

 

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echo chamber
hugbox circle jerk
hug machine squeeze box
squeeze machine




 

 

 

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looking forward to seeing your artwork 

 

 

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perhaps straight people need to learn from gays 

that there are other ways of pleasuring each other 

that youd need to build trust around 

like two straight people in a gay relationship 

 

 

 

 

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in yogic traditions proof can only be achieved by oneself
sometimes with the help of another yogi
but the experience of self realisation or Atman
is in itself proof to an individual of the presence of God

that proof can't be extended to proving it to other people 

 

 

 

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ive heard of straight people turning gay 

because they dont like the stereotypical performance memes 

of straight culture 

 

 

 

 

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not sure who im talking to