300922

I've paid more than my dues

 300922

The author is hustling for hacked information so she can harass me at the supermarket

 290922 chancellor accused of being quasi black

 280922 my dad's sister is tailgating me on the forum 

 270922

No 2 planning to take no 6 to be tortured 

 260922

No 2 us thinking of getting me sectioned 

 260922

No 2 and cam girl planning to mess with my meds

 250922

No 2 thinking of having me arrested for something , not sure what

 210922

The author is hoping to bait me at the supermarket this week

 200922

No 2 wants to get me off the forum so that I can't reach no 6

180922

 

he used force

he said this tension will kill us 

and so will its release 

guess were doomed 

and ive been avoiding it 

no wonder im so crippled

its true im at deaths door 

 

 

 

 

 

 160922

Apple , Adams,  eves , religion 

 150922

No 6 being taken for torture 

And mating duties 

 090922

The look on the Queens face just before she died , she discovered a side if herself she never knew 

 070922

Chucky sent some young men with big dogs to frighten me on my walk

 040922

Willow , weeping , gestapo

Stepmother is plotting to harm my vulnerable friends cats

She has low blood sugar on her five two diet

word jam : i flirted with a flower

 031022

that hurt
before i even got started
and its great
when he has another guy with him
i really felt him this time
best anger therapy
especially outdoors
kind of rough and smooth at the same time
a summery haze soothes my pain

Pretty legless after all that
 
n im huffing like a steam train

Alpha waves
Centrifugal and centripetal forces

he was describing
what it was like for him
the spasms attack us
and i saw a birds eye view
as if the crow flies
two people convulsing it looks amazing
and i thought of something warped at the end
that i saw on tv
to do with a camera girl, a different one
i had a ball, the time of my life
im still a little bit enchanted with danger
thats some back bone
 
like were wrestling 
They do camping as well the oyster project and dancing

he said hed bang so hard
hed get stuck
sweaty post banging stuff
i used to do it with the shower hose
he would like to watch that
he really winds me up with this kindness business
but i will try

If I didn't take my meds
I would turn into a werewolf

i am what i create
and today i got out all the brushes and paints
set up the easel
it took me hours and all to no avail

he offered to do something
with another man
in order to impress me
while they watch me
and then he gives it to me
ladies first he says
to the sound of molten guitar 
so in tune with me

delightfully self referential
in the emotion rather than on it
gory

my mother's father who might not have been her real dad
So no I'm not that clear about my roots ...

sun drunk

he showed me a film
so we watched that together
squeezed up on the sofa
getting us to focus on the action
n they threatened to put me away for it
it was that bad
caught in a heterosexual act
and id just watched a date on tv
that was a bit lascivious

Hallucinating positive things .
I remember walking into the kitchen
and all the pots and pans
seemed to come alive making music like a Disney film !

n this is not about babies
its about him
n whats warped
is watching us getting charged with electricity
so that we bounce off
its just so rude

like how snails do it
he said wed have a big one , a flood
incandescence explodes and ebbs away

really meditated on this ones

pulsating ripples
positively unemployed

we took it slowly
because it was so painful
this shocking energy running up the spine
i know that he can save me from myself
theres more to learn from him
 
bit of an ego crusher
n im steamrollered
 
he reminds me whats important , the connection
n the taxi driver didnt get a look in
i almost had to dissociate from this one
i feel like a groupie in tatty lace
n its difficult to imagine
how something so powerful
would work in real life 

i flirted with a flower
 
he said it was a blast
he beat two taxi drivers metaphorically speaking
and those fantasies are hard to beat
what a way to appreciate somebody



 

030922

Elephant , trombone

 030922

My stepmother is on the forum hinting for me to go on WhatsApp with my addict brother . I don't want him to have my mobile number   I don't feel safe having to answer calls from him when I'm out 

Heart , thankyou , udder

020922

goofy , gaunt 

 

 

 

 020922

No 2 is planning to kidnap my vulnerable friend

 020922

My stepmother fasts 2 days a week , since she started that she has been horrible . Apparently it's backed by science but I've been abused also by someone else on the 5 /2 diet

 020922

Éclair,  Ramadan,  neuroscience , evolution