Sunday 31 December 2023

 311223 

i dont think im from another planet 

020124 

my psychedelic hedgehog 




050124 , 040124 , 030124 ,  020124 , 10124 , 311223 

 

baby mother is off to watch a video of me in my bedroom 

to see if it inspires her sexually 

Sister in law wants me to stop contacting my nephews

so that she can ship them all to a village in Italy

 

she wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother

she is harrassing me on the forum 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and is flaming at me on the forum

Chuckster watching me on satellite hoping to get his end away

The author has resumed her tirades ...

The author is like that in real life 

 

She has a pink droblem 

Says she doesn't want to see me

She said all male sex is rape 

Which could be proved

She said I will have a tooth knocked out 


 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes iin love withsky

Saturday 30 December 2023

 301223 

never mind pinball wizard

im the pinball ! 



word jam : New Year 2024

 301223

coming out as a transactional !
swinging from the wheel of a plane
in infra red light
stop the big boats !
if giving makes you happy
then santa is real 
 
what if solo were
the only offer on the table
i had to steer that one
a laugh gasm
my skin feels smooth
they blindfolded me
i suggested he wear stockings
but its not set in stone
 
psychism is the new art movement
decorum not maintained
i didnt go to finishing school
satellite cameras
were trained on my bedroom
 
fangry
any resemblance
purely fictional
healthy to occasionally
do someone else
i have never asked for preliminaries
but nobody had a barrier
cant stand dogs
some men like it
when you say what you want
head banger


 301223

coming out as a tansactional ! 

 

 

Friday 29 December 2023

311223 , 301223 ,  291223 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and is flaming at me on the forum

Chuckster watching me on satellite hoping to get his end away

The author has resumed her tirades ...

She has a pink droblem 

Says she doesn't want to see me

She said all male sex is rape 

She said I will have a tooth knocked out 


 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes iin love with

291223 
 
swinging from the wheel of a plane 
in infra red light 
my bloomers and petticoats are supposed to protect me 
but who will protect me from myself 
while were grooming a horse in the hay barn 
oh no hes exposed me 
and beaten me with his belt 
but i chose to be there rather than the drug den 
this leaves me in no doubt where i belong 
and the fruits of this are sweet 




Wednesday 27 December 2023

 271223

Stop the big boats ! 

291223

Swinging from the wheel of a plane 

Saturday 23 December 2023

 231223

if you find that giving makes you happy 

then Santa Claus really exists 

 

 

 

Friday 22 December 2023


301223 , 291223 , 281223 , 271223 , 261223 , 251223 , 241223 , 231223 , 21223

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and is flaming at me on the forum

Chuckster watching me on satellite hoping to get his end away

The author has resumed her tirades ...

Says she doesn't want to see me

She said all male sex is rape 

She said I will have a tooth knocked out 


 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes iin love with 

Wednesday 20 December 2023

 201223

what if masturbation were the only offer on the table 

i had to steer that one 

i started off with them all in the room 

then ended up in the hay barn 

with his hand in my petticoats 

it was difficult to stay focused 

still its him i want a relationship with 

some of it was in the shower 

because of the mess we made 

 

 

 

Monday 18 December 2023

221223 ,  191223

Number 6 and I are not allowed to meet


I was nearly going to speak to the author but her online tirades have put me off

I'm not going to phone her , but say hello out and about 

she got another forum member to complain about this plan. 

i am not a service provider ! the idea is to become re-acquainted and see where it goes 

but im easily put off ...  

instructions from arnie have put me off i think 

neither of them know how to own their feelings

Sunday 17 December 2023

221223 , 211223 , 201223 ,  191223 , 181223 , 171223 

i dont have the capacity to take the author on at the moment 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and is flaming at me on the forum

 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother now

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

she said im going to get beaten up and that harm will come to my family if i dont befriend her , ive taken a screen shot of it . she makes ad hominem personal attacks in person . she is very jealous of my friendship with a younger member and makes stuff up 

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes iin love with sky

Saturday 16 December 2023

 161223 

a laugh gasm 

my skin feels smooth

against his rough thighs 

i go weak and wobbly 

guess i might have to work 

despite my special needs 

love being strummed 




Thursday 14 December 2023

 151223

Evil is the new sick 

no 6 and i are not allowed to communicate 

 

 

 

Wednesday 13 December 2023


181223 , 171223 , 161223 , 151223 , 141223 , 131223 , 


i dont have the capacity to take the author on at the moment 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and is flaming at me on the forum

 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother now

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

she said im going to get beaten up and that harm will come to my family if i dont befriend her , ive taken a screen shot of it

she makes ad hominem personal attacks in person

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes iin love with sky

 131223

Not sure if Donald is for baby mother or nic 

Nic is threatening no 6 finances

Sunday 10 December 2023

 111223 

the author needs to come out 

and find something consensual 

instead of harrassing a straight person 




Friday 8 December 2023

141223 , 131223 , 121223 , 11223 , 101223 , 091223 , 081223 

i dont have the capacity to take the author on at the moment 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and is flaming at me on the forum

 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother now

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

she said im going to get beaten up and that harm will come to my family if i dont befriend her , ive taken a screen shot of it

she makes ad hominem personal attacks in person

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay


its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 


and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes in love with sky


 



Thursday 7 December 2023

 071223 

well that was quite hard 

so they blindfolded me 

and i didnt know who it was

liike some sort of vampire i guess

spirit talker 

have to see what comes up , but thanks 

n we're not nepo babies 




Saturday 2 December 2023

081223 , 071223 , 061223 , 051223 , 041223 ,  031223 , 021223 , 

 

i dont have the capacity to take the author on at the moment 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and flaming at me on the forum

 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving 

 

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother now

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

she said im going to get beaten up and that harm will come to my family if i dont befriend her , ive taken a screen shot of it

she makes ad hominem personal attacks in person

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes in love with sky

 

 021223

In my support group its not considered respectful to address each other directly

They might feel they've been hauled up and made to justify their feelings 

Friday 1 December 2023

 021223

I have to be careful not to injure him 

With the heimlich manoeuvre 

i said id shave his legs 

and put him in stockings 

love the feminine side hiding the bulge

and the bulge spoke to me 

we were at a party with everyone 

and ended up in their bedroom 

with satin sheets 

he watched me while he thrust 


 

 

 

Wednesday 29 November 2023

 291123 Psychism

Art therapy as a genre , therapy art , 

Therapyists 

Analytical art , remedial art , 

Sunday 26 November 2023

 021223 , 11223 , 301123 , 291123 , 281123 , 271123

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and flaming at me on the forum

 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving 

 

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother now

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

she said im going to get beaten up and that harm will come to my family if i dont befriend her , ive taken a screen shot of it

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes in love with sky

 

Saturday 25 November 2023

 251123

I guess art therapy could be a painting style if it seeks to go deeper than expressionism 

 261123 , 251123

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother now

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving 

 she is planning to kidnap no 6 for mating duties  

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

she said im going to get beaten up

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes in love with sky

 

Friday 24 November 2023

 241123

I don't have the capacity to take the author on at the moment . She screams at people when things don't go her way , refuses to pay for therapy or to take responsibility for her own social life 

 she used to be a psychiatric nurse who became unwell 

and now uses her skills to groom younger women 

Sunday 19 November 2023

251123 , 241123 , 231123 , 221123 ,  211123 , 201123 , 191123

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money, because I reported her for child abuse

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother now

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving 

 she is planning to kidnap no 6 for mating duties  

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes in love with sky 

Saturday 18 November 2023

 191123

i was reading about the impressionists 

in 19th century France 

its like reading Jane Austen 

they had the same problem maintaining decorum 

she married Manets brother 

 

 

Tuesday 14 November 2023

 171123 , 161123 , 151123

I don't know where my will is actually or what I put in it , there were 2 versions 

I was going to update it but perhaps won't bother now 

If I don't make a will the money may go to my aunt or brother

Sunday 12 November 2023

191123 , 181123 , 171123 , 161123 , 151123 ,  141123 , 131123

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money, because I reported her for child abuse

I could change the will ...

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving 

 she is planning to kidnap no 6 for mating duties  

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes in love with sky 

Saturday 11 November 2023

 121123 

firearms ? 

well i found peace as a groupie 





Monday 6 November 2023

131123 , 121123 , 111123 ,  101123 , 091123 , 081123 ,  071123 , 061123 , 051123 , 041123 

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving 

 she is planning to kidnap no 6 for mating duties  

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes in love with sky 

Sunday 5 November 2023

 061123 

i didnt go to finishing school 

but enjoyed the fantasy 

and Daddys dinner parties doing the delivery guys 

but i came home 

i told the doctors i was fine 

but they didnt believe me 





Saturday 4 November 2023

 061123 , 051123 , 041123 

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving 

 she is planning to kidnap no 6 for mating duties  

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes in love with sky 

Thursday 2 November 2023

 021123

In 2013 I jumped out my bedroom window on the first floor and fractured my hip

I was sectioned after saying satellite cameras were trained on my bedroom 

Friday 27 October 2023

041123 , 031123 , 021123 , 011123 ,  311023 , 301023 , 291023 , 281023 , 271023

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving 

 she is planning to kidnap no 6 for mating duties  

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes in love with sky 

 

 

 

Wednesday 25 October 2023

Sunday 22 October 2023

271023 , 261023 , 251023 ,  241023 , 231023

 

I didn't tell the author she was ugly , that was her dad
 I have never driven a car
No 2 has borked my chances of working on the forum because he prefers me as a slave
And I don't have a criminal record 
No 6 at risk of being kidnapped by babymother
hugs to no 6 , he is not  rapist
I'm with number 6 hopefully
I'm not the authors partner
and i dont currently have the capacity to take her on
She said all male sex is rape  , none of my boyfriends raped me
 
Scarey is not a rapist 

Saturday 21 October 2023

Sunday 15 October 2023

 

221023 , 211023 , 201023 , 191023 , 181023 , 171023 , 161023 , 151023 , 141023 ,  131023 , 121023 , 111023 

I didn't tell the author she was ugly , that was her dad
 I have never driven a car
No 2 has borked my chances of working on the forum because he prefers me as a slave
And I don't have a criminal record 
No 6 at risk of being kidnapped by babymother
hugs to no 6 
I'm with number 6 hopefully
I'm not the authors partner
and i dont currently have the capacity to take her on
She said all male sex is rape  
 
Scarey is not a rapist 

Saturday 14 October 2023

151023

i played it safe 

because i dont want to lose him 

and i dont trust the other guy who is all brawn 

n id miss our loving conversations 

 

 

 

Friday 13 October 2023

Wednesday 11 October 2023

151023 , 141023 ,  131023 , 121023 , 111023 
 
No 2 has borked my chances of working on the forum because he prefers me as a slave
And I don't have a criminal record 
No 6 at risk of being kidnapped by babymother
I'm not the authors partner
and i dont currently have the capacity to take her on
She said all male sex is rape  
 
Scarey is not a rapist 




111023

scenes from Paolo Coelho came and went 

and i came home to the one who never fails to satisfy 

 Like a vacuum in a bottle

 

 

Saturday 30 September 2023

 111023 , 101023 , 091023 , 081023 , 071023 , 061023 , 51023 , 031023 , 011023 , 300923

No 2 is messing with my medication 

Baby mother sending spam actresses to yak outside my window and is about to obtain a film of me in my bedroom , and sieze no 6 for mating duties

no 2 has borked my vulnerable friends zoom 

when she needed to talk to me 

I'm not the authors partner , she harasses me sexually an threatens me and my family

Was considering talking to her but doesn't sound safe at the moment

 

Friday 29 September 2023

300923

n yeah thanks for understanding 

its quicker that way

nice one 

still fresh after all these years 

Nice happy show , prehistoric even in the best sense , 

 

 

Wednesday 27 September 2023

 270923

They forfeit restorative justice who take it out on other vulnerable groups 

Saturday 23 September 2023

240923
 
well that one really spoke to me 
even though i painted someone else 
and i had a uniform on 
it was like a conversation 

 

 

 

 260923 , 240823

Baby mother sending spam actresses to yak outside my window

no 2 has borked my vulnerable friends zoom 

when she needed to talk to me 

I'm not the authors partner , she harasses me sexually an threatens me and my family

Was considering talking to her but doesn't sound safe at the moment

 

scary is not a rapist 

Friday 8 September 2023

080923 
 
well that was a big one 
even though the toy failed 
n we're crossing a boundary 
as 2 consenting adults
it was deep and satisfying 
must be the hot weather 




Saturday 2 September 2023

230923 , 220923 , 210923 , 190923 , 180923 , 170923 , 160823 , 150923 , 140923 , 130923 , 120923 , 110923 , 100923 , 090923 , 080923 , 070923 , 060823 , 050923 , 040923 , 030923 ,  020923

no 6 still at risk of being kidnapped 

Baby mother sending spam actresses to yak outside my window

no 2 has borked my vulnerable friends zoom 

when she needed to talk to me 

I'm not the authors partner , she harasses me sexually an threatens me and my family

Was considering talking to her but doesn't sound safe at the moment

 

scary is not a rapist 

 

 

 

 

Friday 1 September 2023

 010923

A disembodied one apparently 

Beginners luck , bit of a novelty 

Tuesday 29 August 2023

 020923 , 010923 , 290823

Number 6 still at risk of being kidnapped and forced to mate 

Monday 28 August 2023

 280823

The football manager issue is not just about one thing but the whole of sports abuse

Sunday 27 August 2023

 270723

the author is continually posting that im a bad friend to her 

that im disrespectful 

when she actually wanted to use me sexually 

she just threatened my nephews life  

and said she will have my benefits cut

Saturday 26 August 2023

 260823

maybe Rubiales should wear a face mask at work 

if he is going to give the players his germs 

 

 

 

 

Friday 25 August 2023

 250812

the author is continually posting that im a bad friend to her 

that im disrespectful 

when she actually wanted to use me sexually 

she just threatened my nephews life  

and said she will have my benefits cut

 

 

 

 250823

Any resemblance to people living or dead is and will be purely fictional

Saturday 19 August 2023

 240823 200823

Babymother is messing with my online services 

she is sending spam acresses to yak outside my window



190823

something that didnt happen
didnt happen

 

 

 

Friday 18 August 2023

180823
 
i feel terrible 

 

 

 

 

180823
 
i suppose its healthy to occasionally 
' do ' someone else  
one of those bad boy white bitch things 
oh well 
he looks at me like what the ! 
but i digress
that was a first i think 
getting back to normal 
whatever that is 




Wednesday 16 August 2023

 160823

Some people think they are adults but are actually the biggest babies 

Thursday 10 August 2023

130823 , 20823 ,  110823 , 100823 

clips is drunk and belligerent

baby mother is planning to kidnap number 6 for mating duties

and is sending spam actors to talk outside my window  and messing with my medication

and making the forum run slow

no 2 just insulted my vulnerable friend 

nics friends are threatening me online with covid for one thing

No 2 and the cam girl are trying to kill me

someone has got the benefits agency to phone me

Nics friends I think , egged on by the author

baby mother

she has stopped me getting email notifications from the forum and some of the reaction symbols

she made a reaction in my account that i didnt make

Nics friends are deliberately making mistakes on the word games . One friend decided to copy my thread ideas . And continues to bitch about me

I'm not the authors partner or befriending her

the cam girl threatened me with a dog attack

 100823

Let some things go he said 

Ignore the sneering little green aliens

Mucus

Tuesday 8 August 2023



080823

last week i treated a friend to lunch after my PIP win
and we were doing impersonations of ourselves dying
really funny
death jokes can be funny

my death jokes thread was taken down
due to one member sabotaging it
someone else will put one up that she does not sabotage





Saturday 5 August 2023

 100823 , 090723 , 080823 , 070823 , 060823 , 050823 , 


clips is drunk and belligerent

baby mother is planning to kidnap number 6 for mating duties

and is sending spam actors to talk outside my window  and messing with my medication

and making the forum run slow

no 2 just insulted my vulnerable friend 

nics friends are threatening me online with covid for one thing

No 2 and the cam girl are trying to kill me

someone has got the benefits agency to phone me

Nics friends I think , egged on by the author

baby mother

she has stopped me getting email notifications from the forum and some of the reaction symbols

she made a reaction in my account that i didnt make

Nics friends are deliberately making mistakes on the word games . One friend decided to copy my thread ideas . And continues to bitch about me

I'm not the authors partner or befriending her

the cam girl threatened me with a dog attack