Sunday, 31 December 2023

 311223 

i dont think im from another planet 

020124 

my psychedelic hedgehog 




050124 , 040124 , 030124 ,  020124 , 10124 , 311223 

 

baby mother is off to watch a video of me in my bedroom 

to see if it inspires her sexually 

Sister in law wants me to stop contacting my nephews

so that she can ship them all to a village in Italy

 

she wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother

she is harrassing me on the forum 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and is flaming at me on the forum

Chuckster watching me on satellite hoping to get his end away

The author has resumed her tirades ...

The author is like that in real life 

 

She has a pink droblem 

Says she doesn't want to see me

She said all male sex is rape 

Which could be proved

She said I will have a tooth knocked out 


 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes iin love withsky

Saturday, 30 December 2023

 301223 

never mind pinball wizard

im the pinball ! 



word jam : New Year 2024

 301223

coming out as a transactional !
swinging from the wheel of a plane
in infra red light
stop the big boats !
if giving makes you happy
then santa is real 
 
what if solo were
the only offer on the table
i had to steer that one
a laugh gasm
my skin feels smooth
they blindfolded me
i suggested he wear stockings
but its not set in stone
 
psychism is the new art movement
decorum not maintained
i didnt go to finishing school
satellite cameras
were trained on my bedroom
 
fangry
any resemblance
purely fictional
healthy to occasionally
do someone else
i have never asked for preliminaries
but nobody had a barrier
cant stand dogs
some men like it
when you say what you want
head banger


 301223

coming out as a tansactional ! 

 

 

Friday, 29 December 2023

311223 , 301223 ,  291223 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and is flaming at me on the forum

Chuckster watching me on satellite hoping to get his end away

The author has resumed her tirades ...

She has a pink droblem 

Says she doesn't want to see me

She said all male sex is rape 

She said I will have a tooth knocked out 


 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes iin love with

291223 
 
swinging from the wheel of a plane 
in infra red light 
my bloomers and petticoats are supposed to protect me 
but who will protect me from myself 
while were grooming a horse in the hay barn 
oh no hes exposed me 
and beaten me with his belt 
but i chose to be there rather than the drug den 
this leaves me in no doubt where i belong 
and the fruits of this are sweet 




Wednesday, 27 December 2023

 271223

Stop the big boats ! 

291223

Swinging from the wheel of a plane 

Saturday, 23 December 2023

 231223

if you find that giving makes you happy 

then Santa Claus really exists 

 

 

 

Friday, 22 December 2023


301223 , 291223 , 281223 , 271223 , 261223 , 251223 , 241223 , 231223 , 21223

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and is flaming at me on the forum

Chuckster watching me on satellite hoping to get his end away

The author has resumed her tirades ...

Says she doesn't want to see me

She said all male sex is rape 

She said I will have a tooth knocked out 


 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes iin love with 

Wednesday, 20 December 2023

 201223

what if masturbation were the only offer on the table 

i had to steer that one 

i started off with them all in the room 

then ended up in the hay barn 

with his hand in my petticoats 

it was difficult to stay focused 

still its him i want a relationship with 

some of it was in the shower 

because of the mess we made 

 

 

 

Monday, 18 December 2023

221223 ,  191223

Number 6 and I are not allowed to meet


I was nearly going to speak to the author but her online tirades have put me off

I'm not going to phone her , but say hello out and about 

she got another forum member to complain about this plan. 

i am not a service provider ! the idea is to become re-acquainted and see where it goes 

but im easily put off ...  

instructions from arnie have put me off i think 

neither of them know how to own their feelings

Sunday, 17 December 2023

221223 , 211223 , 201223 ,  191223 , 181223 , 171223 

i dont have the capacity to take the author on at the moment 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and is flaming at me on the forum

 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother now

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

she said im going to get beaten up and that harm will come to my family if i dont befriend her , ive taken a screen shot of it . she makes ad hominem personal attacks in person . she is very jealous of my friendship with a younger member and makes stuff up 

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes iin love with sky

Saturday, 16 December 2023

 161223 

a laugh gasm 

my skin feels smooth

against his rough thighs 

i go weak and wobbly 

guess i might have to work 

despite my special needs 

love being strummed 




Thursday, 14 December 2023

 151223

Evil is the new sick 

no 6 and i are not allowed to communicate 

 

 

 

Wednesday, 13 December 2023


181223 , 171223 , 161223 , 151223 , 141223 , 131223 , 


i dont have the capacity to take the author on at the moment 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and is flaming at me on the forum

 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother now

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

she said im going to get beaten up and that harm will come to my family if i dont befriend her , ive taken a screen shot of it

she makes ad hominem personal attacks in person

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes iin love with sky

 131223

Not sure if Donald is for baby mother or nic 

Nic is threatening no 6 finances

Sunday, 10 December 2023

 111223 

the author needs to come out 

and find something consensual 

instead of harrassing a straight person 




Friday, 8 December 2023

141223 , 131223 , 121223 , 11223 , 101223 , 091223 , 081223 

i dont have the capacity to take the author on at the moment 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and is flaming at me on the forum

 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother now

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

she said im going to get beaten up and that harm will come to my family if i dont befriend her , ive taken a screen shot of it

she makes ad hominem personal attacks in person

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay


its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 


and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes in love with sky


 



Thursday, 7 December 2023

 071223 

well that was quite hard 

so they blindfolded me 

and i didnt know who it was

liike some sort of vampire i guess

spirit talker 

have to see what comes up , but thanks 

n we're not nepo babies 




Saturday, 2 December 2023

081223 , 071223 , 061223 , 051223 , 041223 ,  031223 , 021223 , 

 

i dont have the capacity to take the author on at the moment 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties and flaming at me on the forum

 I have never worked in medicine

Baby mother is interfering with my online shopping so that items are not arriving 

 

She wants to mess with my anti psychotic

shes stopped me being able to post music videos on the forum and threatens to interfere with my care package , and give me ect

Sister in law wants me to sell the house and give her the money,

i dont know where my will is, i was going to write it again but maybe i wont bother now

im not the authors partner , she sent me a letter with a newspaper clipping 

saying that all male sex is rape

she said im going to get beaten up and that harm will come to my family if i dont befriend her , ive taken a screen shot of it

she makes ad hominem personal attacks in person

Clips tried to stop me getting a peer mentoring certificate because I'm not gay

its also clips trying to stop me volunteering in mental health 

and no 2 thinking im his partner when hes in love with sky

 

 021223

In my support group its not considered respectful to address each other directly

They might feel they've been hauled up and made to justify their feelings 

Friday, 1 December 2023

 021223

I have to be careful not to injure him 

With the heimlich manoeuvre 

i said id shave his legs 

and put him in stockings 

love the feminine side hiding the bulge

and the bulge spoke to me 

we were at a party with everyone 

and ended up in their bedroom 

with satin sheets 

he watched me while he thrust