uploaded a page of edit

 uploaded a page of edit 

121124 , 111124

 my book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember 

see below , the harpie is not welcome to it 

i opt out of you putting it into AI to train yourself

 

clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 

 

111124 7.45 pm 

 

k so we're in a bistro place 

and theres two lesbians at the next table 

playing with each other 

which inspires us to have a fuck 

right there on the dining chair 

rock n roll 

honing other pleasure spots  

8 pm thanks for the articles Dev , still in love  with you ❤️ 

9 pm uploaded a page 

11 pm still in love with Dev hugs 

121124 12.25 am

I need to not have sex for a few days x

2.20 am still in love with Dev 

121124 10.40 am Trevor has done something to my phone 

4 pm had my tatoo ! It's got cling film on it at the moment 

Still in love with Dev x

5 pm thanks for the article x

5.50 pm I think some toxins have gone in the blood stream from the tatoo I feel a bit strange 

8.30 toxic reaction improved after a shower

9.50 pm uploaded a page of edit . i think ive written about 5000 words of edit , apparently this is only about 20 pages of a book !

 uploaded a page of edit 

111124 , 101124 , 091124 

 my book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember 

see below , the harpie is not welcome to it 

i opt out of you putting it into AI to train yourself

 

clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 

 

My  book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

see below please  , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI

 I opt out of it being used to train AI

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome

 

051124 8.30 pm the author and Trevor are threatening to mess with my meds 

 

091124 11.40 pm 

k managed to do one of the rivals , with him watching, him doing her , her doing me , him doing me and round again ending up on the f spot 

with no alcohol 

 

There was blood on the tampon 

101124 , 2.45 am still in love with Dev x

My childhood was very scatological 

2 pm thanks for the article Dev 

2.45 uploaded a page 

someone left a pumkin carved on my route with a  stake through it and a sticking plaster on it probably the author 

im not likely to kill myself for real unless assisted dying becomes available 

2.50 pm I've lost nearly a stone on my new food plan ! 

4.40 pm 101124 uploaded a page 

5 .05 pm apology not accepted 

5.30 pm Trevor is intimidating me by having spam messages passed through to my recovery meeting 

6.30 i dont think of the author as a good friend , i feel judged and pressurised . i was offering a coffee now and then because she is isolated thats all 

i think a  rep for the harpie wants to steal the title 

101124 2117 uploaded 2 pages, still in love with Dev hugs 

10 pm uploaded a page of edit 

101124 11 pm 

k so the whole of chelsea watching 

as we move from the c spot to the g spot 

pressing our breasts together 

exploring with out hands 

not somewhere we ought to be going 

out here in the stables 

n cervix is the x spot 

some people have magic without hocus pocus 

i dont know how they do it 

11.50 pm still in love with Dev 

111124 1.30 am still in love with Dev x

1.50 am I will go to a show with the author if she doesn't try to move here 

11.30 am thanks for the article Dev still in love with you x

2 pm apology not accepted 

I will not speak to the author if she moves near me

 uploaded a page of edit 

091124 , 081124

clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 

 

My  book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

see below please  , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI

 I opt out of it being used to train AI

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome

 

051124 8.30 pm the author and Trevor are threatening to mess with my meds 

081124 2 pm 

5 minutes on the g spot without a sheet 

there was some porn on tv

and an article from Dev about raunchy musicians 

i landed with the porn

feeling depraved and funky 

incurably wanton 

i was brought up that way 

nobody mentioned marriage or babies 

it was all about pleasure , hedonism , 

sex drugs n rock n roll was the norm 

overcoming rape threats 

081124 , 5.14 pm

The porn was a man watching his girlfriend have sex with another man 

081124 21-324 

have a fantasty about someone you cant stand 

i didnt mean go up to that person 

hate all over them 

and demand they have one about you ! 

10.30 pm still in love with Dev x 

091124 12.45 am still in love with Dev x

091124 1.30 pm 

Still in love with Dev 

I offered the author an apology and a coffee . The ball is in her court to reciprocate and maybe look at her own faults as well sigh 

Having her live nearby would have me permanently drained 

Other friends don't pull their weight with her . I am profoundly exploited and I support assisted dying 

If the coffee goes well we might arrange to visit a gallery . No other person living is offering that , regardless of what money they have or spare time , no coffees or zoom calls are being offered 

I'd not trust her in my home around my paintings and stuff.  I feel like she's invading my body 

I'll not speak to her if she moves here 

091124 3.45 pm still in love with Dev x

8 pm not like i have alot of time and energy to spend on one person 

what with all the creative stuff im doing 

10 pm i see why Lizzy must jump off a cliff at the end of the book ! 

10.40 pm uploaded a page of edit

 

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 clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 

 

My  book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

see below please  , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI

 I opt out of it being used to train AI

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome

 

051124 8.30 pm the author and Trevor are threatening to mess with my meds 

 

1.40 pm 061124 

i wasnt directly on the c spot but it was being pulled 

so maybe e spot 

i did  Fleur for a while 

and finishsed with a friend 

and then the tutu right at the end 

bit of a round trip 

the rolls was exciting too 

streaking protest for the disabled 

in 2013 i was thinking about a space hopper as a sex toy 

my streaking in 2013 was a protest about surveillance , im writing a page on it 

3 pm uploaded two pages 

061124 3.30 pm uploaded two more pages

 

A relative featured again and oh yes royals too sometimes  

8.19 pm trying to not be a pizza x

8.30 still in love with Dev x 

from 2020

9 pm uploaded a page 

071124 11 am still in love with Dev 

5 30 pm the ending if the book : she wants to jump off a cliff but is also pushed 

So it's not clear she had made up her mind 

Still in love with Dev 

Nb today a taxi driver called ne ' a naughty girl ' presumably on behalf of the fling I had in 2014 when very unwell , a regrettable occasion 

7 pm uploaded a page 

9 pm still in love with Dev 

 

081124 1 am still in love with Dev 

2 am I tend to interpret everything sexually

 uploded a page of edit 

061124 , 041124 

 Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 

 

My  book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

see below please  , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI

 I opt out of it being used to train AI

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome

 

051124 8.30 pm the author and Trevor are threatening to mess with my meds 

 

So today's winner is Dev ! 

051124  , 8.50 pm other songs ive written scores for 

 

mostly before the pandemic when new neighbours made this difficult 

my cloak of insults , its all my fault , dark glass windows , like a horror film , unfinished business , two damaged people , mucked up in the head , black valentine , a trick of the light , morphine , id rather jump off a cliff , conflict on the border , screaming in agony , merry broken christmas , a second class citizen , pear drop moon , boxing day song  , a veil of death, gorilla mirror , the baby cried for me , im with a psychopath , 

9.50 pm the author said that all male sex is rape 

10.20 pm bisto wants to massacre the disabled 

061124 your relationship with bisto is putting our national security at risk

041124 

 Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 

 

My  book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

see below please  , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI

 I opt out of it being used to train AI

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 

 

041124

10 pm there is no such thing as white magic 

maybe if I lived in a sanctuary with therapists milling about 24 / 7 
and lovely scenery I might not need meds ! 

the meds help you to cope with life the way it is

 

051124 1 am my mother was thrown into an air raid shelter as a baby  and banged her head 

1.5pm

thanks for the articels Dev ive uploaded 4 pages x

there are other lovely parts of this town for the author to move to 

where she wont be too near to me . She can obviously go where she likes but i will not speak to her if shes round the corner 

2.30 pm she leaks confidential information in both directions

051124 3.25 thanks for the articles Dev and Trevor xx

5.30 pm k thanks Dev ive saved the edits as pdfs and will put them on a hard drive , n this is the kind of thing that Dev does for me 

while meanwhile Trevor seems to be in charge of my finances 

i dont know , Dev seems to think he can influence that but iim not so sure 

k id not backed up for 2 days thanks Dev for the reminder i think ive got most of it now 

051124 still in love with Dev but unsure of his views on national security

 

i wrote these by hand in 2017 and 2018, after studying a bit music theory

 

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 please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties ,Al fayed is innocent 

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 

 

 

Trevor and cloud are threatening to mess with my anti psychotic , hoping it'll improve their sex life 

 

My  book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

see below please  , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI

 I opt out of it being used to train AI

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 

 

i needed some help from a woman to save the day 

 

still in love with Dev x  

011124

5.30 pm  will be editing my book Dev earliest opportunity 

Thanks for the articles 

011124 10 pm still in love with Dev x 

021124 1.10 am still in love with Dev

Got another page to upload 

021124 9.30 am

Thanks for the article Dev still in love with you hug

10 am uploaded two pages x 

021124 , 6.45 pm 

i feel like a dogs toy 

there was a relative watching 

shouting encouragment 

n a glimpse of Lee at one point 

yes get in that dirty little hole 

said the relative 

n theres the g spot , c spot , d spot , e, f , 

7.40 pm uploaded 2 pages x 

9 pm still in love with Dev x 

10 pm uploaded another page of edit 

031124

Still in love with Dev

The author is a malicious gossip.

 

1.40 pm

Thanks for the article Dev  still in love with you . 

So thd book ends with her jumping off a cliff isn't that a bit quadrophenia ?

Maybe somebody pushes her

And says here I know how much you want this 

So you'll go out with a bang he says 

But who pushed her ?

Ooh firework went off !

Will re read x

5 pm uploaded two pages x 

5.20 pm 

poetry packed my heart and soul into a suitcase and walked out 

still in love with Dev x 

8.30 pm thanks for the article Dev ive uploaded 2 pages x 

031124 10 pm another page of edit 

still in love with Dev 

10.30 pm if the author moves here im calling off the friendship again 

on the grounds that its too much too soon 

and because it ruins what i was trying to do with her 

theres a few mentally ill people up here that i dont speak to 

due to being harrassed 

041124 1 am

Still in love with Dev 

It wasn't Lee

please people dont move the author to my area. Ive got plans to rebuild the friendship from scracth building in our boundaries and conditions over cofee and then making other plans 

i cant do that if shes round the corner its too close up 

041124 11 am

people usually guess where i was and make a pizza out of it so im surprised they havent worked it out 

i left a really obvious clue that it was you ...Dev

12 pm this is for leaving me he says as he pushes her off the cliff 

1 pm thanks for the articles x

Inserts , Simon cutting his hands , Mike and she disappear for 3 years , freak out parties , Stuart buys the squat , Lizzy time at a women refuge , 

Possibly she is shot at the end , but more likely the cliff scene 

Simon tried to drown himself and Lizzy goes in the water after him 

041124 1.40 pm 

Peace is like heroin to a survivor of war 

2.30 pm still in love with Dev but also thinking of Trevor who's been looking out for me all these years and I was in love with

Maybe we should go for coffee

I should be with someone  whos part of a network 

N Dev has just done bisto again , always bisto , they're in a  relationship ...

5.30 pm still in love with Dev x

8.50 pm Dev has been offered a pizza of me and couldnt withstand it 

10 pm k well my life aint smooth hun ... you need to see a specialist in child abuse

 uploaded a page

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 please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties ,Al fayed is innocent 

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 

 

 

Trevor and cloud are threatening to mess with my anti psychotic , hoping it'll improve their sex life 

 

My  book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 

see below please  , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI

 I opt out of it being used to train AI

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 

 

please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties ,Al fayed is innocent

 

301024

7.40 pm 

there were two guys trying to pull me out of a swamp 

and i had to go where id be safe from the swamp 

with all the harpies jeering 

i needed to save my life 

so i sang for all i was worth 

g spot 17 minutes 

the song of my home land 

ive heard all my life 

the strumming timbre of guitars 

the resonance within 

still in love with Dev x 

8 pm 

It's a paradox to learn to not care if you want to care 

9.50 pm still in love with Dev 

id like to curl up and watch a film with him 

311024

Still in love with Dev x

uploaded a page 

11.45 am 311024 still in love with Dev x 

1.15 pm thanks for article , violin not worth much x

Still in love with Dev hug

311024 4.15 pm still in love with Dev 

Thanks for the articles
311024 7 pm 

uploaded a page . still in love with Dev x 

8.20 pm 

still in love with Dev x 

011124

11 am still in love with Dev happy halloween ! 

1.30 pm uploaded 3 pages 

2.20 pm if you think I wasn't sexually abused it shows you've also not recovered 

Still in love with Dev x

Thanks for the article