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BABY MOTHER PLANNING TO ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES  PLEASE CAN YOU NOT

The harpie is not welcome   . Women who've come to take the mick are not welcome

...

BABY MOTHER THREATENING SOME SORT OF RAID , also watch out for public holidays when the watch dogs are drunk

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie , chuckster, bisto

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselves ;clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

291224 3 am uploaded a page x 

 

still in love with Dev  

11 am morning Dev still in love with you x 

1.30 pm Dev what im supposed to see I cant see anything x

2.40 pm what im seeing is you and Bisto

291224 3.20 pm oh I need to do more exercise ! OK yes I'm hoping to swim once a month . Not the gym because of the rubber off gassing.  And some indoor stuff 

OK thanks Dev still in love with you x  

291224 11 pm 

that video of the two lesbians again 

and one of the straight people , one woman and several men 

then watching both together 

with people watching 

all a bit of a blur 

stilll in love with Dev x 

301224 dont think im angry with you . Its the author passing memes through my vulnerable friend . I cant get out of it because of the vulnerable friend 

The author is a gang stalker agree but I'm fond of the vulnerable friend . And she's very extremely vulnerable 

301224 3.30 am uploaded a page 

11.30 am morning Dev still in love with you x 

9 pm i wanted to leave the book alone for a bit actuallly . Apparently you return to it with a sharper sense 

my painting is nothing ? im a bit worried about this 

uploaded a page of spontaneous notes 

youre comparing me to bisto 

i think i need to do a painting course for my sanity x 

9.45 still in love with Dev x and hey ... you have a book to write too ! 

3 am uploaded a page 

ok i will get back on the editing tomorrow . i just thought the idea of a break was good to get perspective . youre probably seeing sharks circling x

thanks Dev for pointing it out 

311224 11.30 am morning Dev Still in love with you x

2 30 pm words turn to stone after youve written them . Yesterday's news 

Still in love with Dev x

uploaded a page 

311224 6 pm thanks Dev ive re written that last page x 

10 pm started working on a second draft with more of a story line. Needs more narrative in it x

still in love with Dev 

Trevor and Cloud have popped up together in my 12 step feed to tell me that i take things personallly . they are not interested in the 12 steps especially cloud 

 

actually being stalked is pretty personal 

i think Dev i have done some good poetry , but my story writing lacks something , it looks more like an essay , you know and i question whether this is my calling 

11.30 I suppose if sharks are circling there must be something good 

010125 1.40 am happy new year Dev ! ❤️

3 am uploaded a page 

12.40 pm still in love with Dev 

010125 1.40 pm uploaded a page x 

thanks for advice Dev 

6.30 pm still in love with Dev x

9 pm uploaded a page x 

still in love with Dev x 

010125 11 pm done some editing 

ive marked a point at which the story stops flowing , where i can work from x 

020125 1.20 am trying to find a poemMike used to quote  arise like a fire burning all before  

He also had Kiplings IF on the wall 

3 am uploaded a page 

020125 11.50 am morning Dev still in love with you 

Trevor and baby mother threatening to mess with my meds 

2 pm ive worked on pages 2 and 3 x 

3.30 pm still in love with Dev x

Apparently Trevor and baby mother plan to delay my sick note so I lose my benefits 

4 pm thanks Dev for the article hug

6.30 pm Trevor is getting my neighbours to make vomiting noises 

9 pm the love bombers is entirely fictional doh ... 

still in love with Dev x 

9.30 pm uploaded a page x i noted you think its time to turn a corner with the book 

10.30 worked on another page 

11.30 pm fleur and his married harpie are harassing me as a way to titilate themselves 

030125 2 am still in love with Dev x 

4.40 pm I advised my cleaning lady to write a book . And start at the most exciting point in your life . You can go further back later on

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BABY MOTHER PLANNING TO ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES  PLEASE CAN YOU NOT

The harpie is not welcome   . Women who've come to take the mick are not welcome

...

BABY MOTHER THREATENING SOME SORT OF RAID , also watch out for public holidays when the watch dogs are drunk

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie , chuckster, bisto

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselves ;clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

261224 12 am

i was watching that dvd again

watching them do each other 

n then theyd come over to me with a strap on 

go back to each other 

n eventually 

one of them was fiddling with me 

n then pushed in a vibrator 

 

nother day at the office  

12.20 am still in love with Dev x 

12.15 pm morning Dev still in love with you x 

261224

2.20 pm , not sure reparations would work . Might get into the wrong hands . And we'd have to stop the billions of aid in order to afford it 

We should return artefacts though

I'm more about the disabled 

3 pm so basically we should do reparations . Like we already are x

Reparations are also given when we challenge racism on the internet and in our country 

There is a problem globally getting money to the most vulnerable 

Maybe be more specific  like an article on where the aid and charity money is actually going 

thanks for the articles Dev x 

4 pm uploaded a page 

Trevor said my nephew wants to put me in a care home , so thanks for that 

still in love with Dev x 

Do you have an opinion Dev on giving power of attorney to my nephew ?

261224 9.20 pm still in love with Dev x 

10.20 pm re-edited the streaking page 

271224 12 pm 

Morning Dev still in love with you x

9.10 pm 

night Dev still in love with you x 

thanks for the article . i had thought it was someone else 

who writes similar things x 

271224 10.45 pm wrote a page of edit x 

11.20 pm seems like you're trying to tell me something and I don't know what it is x

281224 3 am uploaded a page x 

Trevor is threatening to mess with my med

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11 am  morning Dev still in love with you x

4.50 pm I already did Muck when I was about 15 I think 

In my imagination ...

7 pm still in love with Dev x

9.20 pm the author is boring her way into my family 

still in love with Dev x 

281224 10.20 pm been reading over some of the book notes 

and adding useful titles . Stephen Kings book recommends leaving your first draft for 6 weeks 

not sure its a first draft yet though ! 

relatives if you are reading this , you really all ought to be making contact with Ben ... hes mellowed now and it shouldnt be down to just me to make him feel at home in the world ... 

speaking of shame as you were .... itd be shameful if something happens to him and im keeping you from that 

Apparently I'm repenting for past sins by looking after Ben ! And yous are no even religious ! Very convenient . Yous have it easy with me doing the donkey / dirty work like a slave ... I don't even have that status ...

11.15

Alternatively you could just mind your own business ...actually its Trevor has been showing my half brother around my internet activity . hes young enough to be my son , he doesnt need to see all this ! and it doesnt make me want you Trevor ! the author just likes bearing bad news 

291224 12 am , Trevor has publicly shamed me Dev x

1 30 am , author moves here and I'll not speak to her

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BABY MOTHER PLANNING TO ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES  PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ...

BABY MOTHER THREATENING SOME SORT OF RAID , also watch out for public holidays when the watch dogs are drunk

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie , chuckster, bisto

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselves ;clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

standing up to Dev : 

 

 231224 9 pm night Dev still in love with you  x 

k well thats it for about a week i think x 

i also visited Italy 

231224 9.30 pm uploaded a page 

 

9.45 pm wrote notes on plot and theme 

10 pm added more notes

241224 3 am uploaded a page x 

nb my lesbian fantasies oddly are a result of being abused by women 

12.15 pm morning Dev still in love with you x 

1.40 pm Thanks for the article x

241224 9 pm uploaded a page x 

still in love with Dev 

ive downloaded the book 

Happy Christmas ! x 

10.10 pm edited a page x

251224 4.20 pm 

Nerry Christmas Dev thanks for the article 

Trevor has interfered with my tv signal so i had to hear a disparaging song on the radio 

And he's now working on me through my neighbours 

The author was st the lunch . I waved at her and she didn't respond, so I can't exactly harrass her further than that x

6.50 pm still in love wit Dev 

8.30 pm

Thanks Dev I have no way of making a mix tape x

sorry to Trevor if he wasnt harrassing me today 

9.30 pm still in love with Dev x

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BABY MOTHER THREATENING SOME SORT OF RAID , also watch out for public holidays when the watch dogs are drunk

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie , chuckster, bisto

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselves ;clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

201024 7 pm 

theres a surprise in there 

when i thougt it was one thing 

n its another  

9.30 pm still in love with Dev 

please though Dev understand , i am currently very very ill 

3 day course of antibiotics hopefully not longer x 

211224 2 am uploaded a page x 

12 pm morning Dev still in love with you x 

2 pm thanks for the messages and articles x

The white blood cell crash could take weeks to repair or risk complications x

211224 7 pm which part of she's not well do you not understand ! X

 

Still in love with Dev 

10 pm worked on a page of edit x 

still in love with Dev x 

221224 2.50 am uploaded some notes 

3 am i learned about periods first from friends who said you get blood in your vagina and your knickers cant hold it , so i went and asked mum . .although she was mentally ill she was able to get me some pads and ask me how i was coping 

sex education came from a book i think , probalby given to me by my mother ' when a man and woman marry and wish to have a child ... the man puts his penis in the womans vagina ... all pretty perfunctory ! 

Dad said people do it because its pleasurable . and mum advised me to wait until im married 

which is not as stupid as i once thought ,  if you take it with a pinch of salf , its something symbolic of the level you need to be on  

11.30 am morning Dev still in love with you x 

I can't order my body to orgasm , doesn't work like that x

221224 5 pm the harpie has harrassed me on my 12 step meeting 

facilitated by Trevor and the Author to find the meeting 

8 pm still in love with Dev x

10.30 pm done a page of edit x 

231224 12 am recieved a message that my phone has a virus 

And a facial attack threat  not sure from whom

1.30 am Fleur is harassing me

I can understand to an extent the author harassing me , as she has nobody in her life , but surely Fleur and the Harpie have each other no ? 

3 am uploaded two pages x 

still in love with Dev x 

i didnt set out to be a groupie i just ended up with that sort of personality that has to do with being instilled with humility and love 

Just thinking about the time zones around the world , if someone in Dubai wakes at 5.30 am they're about 10 hours ahead of us ! And what that means in terms of power 

 

231224 1.45 pm morning Dev still in love with you  

6.16 pm 

I was watching a dvd of two lesbians fiddling with each other, I still have the dvd in a drawer

I also thought about my childhood experiences imagining if we'd have taken things further

There were no adults of older children involved 

Still in love with Dev x

N even when I'm well I might want to do something else x

i identify as straignt 

n i own my feelings

 spare page

201224 , 191224 , 181224 ,  171224 , BABY MOTHER THREATENING SOME SORT OF RAID , also watch out for public holidays when the watch dogs are drunk

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie , chuckster, bisto

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselves ;clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

171224 5.30 pm still in love with Dev  , not feeling well x

6 pm feel rough after my injection , wondering if it was tampered with ?

Trevor had said something about it

9 pm uploaded a page x 

9.40 pm a new page of edit x 

10.30 pm night Dev still in love with you x 

11.30 thd author is fencing me in 

181224 1 pm still in love with Dev x

I think medication maybe altered Dev , dizzy , out of breath , blurry eyes , snoring , having to lie down 

Should I pretend I'm with Trevor ? 

6.30 pm thanks for the article Dev x

7.20 pm still in love with Dev ❤️

181224 9 pm re edited a page . i think whats wrong with me is a tummy bug actually , might have caught it at the elderly couple round the corner 

191224

12.10 am still in love with Dev x

1.30 am still in love with Dev 

n hopefully recovering from my bug 

hey i need to cut down on groceries which seem to have gone up . 

might not be able to afford alcohol 

191224 1 pm morning Dev still in love with you x still feeling unwell hoping they've not messed with my meds or given me a virus 

Difficulty keeping eyes open 

Thanks for the message x

1.20 pm thanks for the article Dev x

191224 6.30 pm 

back in the 80s 

im not really demisexual 

im quite capable of uncommitted lovin 

intense as it was 

11.30 pm still in love with Dev x

201224 12.40 am 

Obviously Mike did something unacceptable,  but he also had a rare interest in me as a person 

In his world women were powerful 

Still in love with Dev x

1 am uploaded a page x 

giving double messages i know ! be nice to feel like a lady , but also like a strong person ! the two things are not always compatible ! 

i think the strong person bit is more important than the ' lady '  bit . but i also want someone to know my limitations ! another contradiction ! poor Dev ! x 

please can you talk to me about something other than sex today hugs 

201224 9 am morning Dev still in love with you x

11 am I'm getting treatment for a UTI  x

11.50 am thanks Dev for the messages 

Short of blood cells apparently x

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PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie , chuckster, bisto

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselves ;clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

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4.20 pm 

it felt pretty normal 

and then somebodys cousin enters me from behind 

so i said hang on ill get back to you in a bit 

im just reaching the g spot with them 

but i didnt tell them i was coming 

n there were other peoples family members watching  

 

there was blood . and novelty 

still in love with Dev x 

141224 10 pm  the author is breathing down my neck 

11 pm Trevor is making me sign in for videos on the forum 

still in love with Dev x 

10.30 am thanks Dev for all you do x 

And other collaborators x

151224 1.50 pm uploaded a page x 

9 pm not sure i can write the book in the first person 

is too painful 

151224 11.30 

im doing a couple 

n theres people shouting verbal abuse at me 

I thought of England again 

161224 12 30 am still in love with Dev x

2 am my Stepmother says you belong to bisto

She says things like that about every guy I'm interested in and tells me I'm unattractive 

Maybe she doesn't want me to.have a partner because I'm like a nice mom for her

Although she expressed interest in my becoming gay

3 am as for my meeting the author , the ball is in her court to reciprocate and invite me for coffee in a public place . posthing threads online on public boards doesnt count as reciprocating ... and im not ready to have her round to my home without meeting for coffee first to establish some boundaries ... 

uploaded a page 

161224 4 pm still in love with Dev x

9.30 pm uploaded 2 pages x 

10 pm ive fleshed out a page of edit x 

still in love with Dev x 

11.15 baby mother is threatening to raid somebody 

171224 2 am uploaded 3 pages 

still in love with Dev x 

got cloudy urine , i hope i dont need antibiotics as they affect me badly , 

ill mention it to the nurse 

10 am I never told the author we were best friends , closest friends etc,  a close friend isn't so manipulative 

11 am morning Dev still in love with you x

171224 2.40 pm thanks for the article Dev , not sure if they've put something extra in the injection x