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Nics friends are planning further harm to my vulnerable friends cats 

I called the police

Apparently it's OK to to use conversion therapy on a straight person 

 I didn't think the bobble really reached me because the whole length wouldn't go in 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties 

and damage my eyes  

in hospital i saw someone try to kill herself with a tourniquet 

the staff were rushing everywhere trying to get scissors ;

time travel might be possible considering there are vibrations in the air 

on their way to the stars and back , if we could tap into those 

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My Cars in the wind painting is about parliamentary seats blown about in the wind of global influences on the Internet 

Is the punchline 

i submitted these paintings to the Tate gallery ...  

 

the author is trying to alter my sexuality 

which is illegal , espeically as she has experience working in mental health

I could do a woman if its part of a threesome with a man 

baby mother wants to sieze no 6 for mating duties

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i made it ! with all the people watching 

and being disparaging 

it hurt and it wouldnt go in fully 

but oh God hes screwing me 

havent done that for years ! 

bit burned out from so much creativity 

 

 

Baby mother has caused a power cut here

She wants to sieze no 6 for mating duties 

the author said that all male sex is rape 

 

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a famous artist is trying to steal my conceptual painting idea

chairs in the wind 

 

 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties 

We're so busy I'm so busy ...

Horses escaped 

His dicks too big 

The author said all male sex is rape 

No 6 your affairs are all with the same person ...

 240424

You literally go away with the fairies to escape the pain 

240424 ,  230424

somebody wants to use my fashion designs why cant they just contact me ? i read about it in the news and assumed i was supposed to find them  

they were put together by a woman who eats ...

Nic is lost in making threats to my family 

Apparently can network to get their addresses and schools 

She gave me a final warning 

about the safety of my great niece  

whats to stop a social worker sharing confidential information ? 

she wants me to stop communicating with no 6 ...

Not infrequently a person will come up behind me and start talking to the back of my head 

Baby mother wants to sieze no 6 for mating duties 

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Some pieces of paper flew into a bottle 

every now and then someone on social media 

will ask me if im a hostage 

and i think a hostage to who ?  

nic having damaged my vulnerable friends cat 

is issuing another warning  

probably towards my family  

her friends stole my vulnerable friends parcel box 

and this caused an infection in the older cat 

 210424

some sort of a pantomime 

seems to happen around my addict brother 

 the author said that all male sex is rape

Baby mother after no 6 for mating duties 

 

 

 

 210424

No 2 is helping me find my art music and poetry 

Yesterday I gave blood for the family and ended up with an awesome photo 

This morning felt like I've hugged a monster

lgbtqs ... inc swingers  

baby mother threatened to have my face disfigured

 

 091113

 

standing up to boys

n yes it can be hard especially when you wanna do it 

n my mums friend used to go and hide in the toilet 

someone will help you 

its ok to say no 

i didnt feel safe i didnt feel 

comfortable with it 

 

i feel really tight i feel really mean 

but im sorry i just dont want you to put your 

hand on my leg 

i still think you have nice eyes 

i know youre only 5 ' 3 " but i still dont

want your hand on my knee 

and now youre getting aggressive with me 

and im scared and i feel like ive gotta do oit 

he said he didnt care that id led him on 

but i dont want to im not really in the mood 

 

i was going to listen to my tropical birds 

youd think they were English birds around here 

and please will you stop kicking me 

n then he called me the virgin mary 

because i wouldnt take it off 

n i just froze n went all stiff 

n i let him have his way 

 

n now i cant say no to this day 

i know you think im a tease

but please take your hand off my knee 

im really struggling to be assertive 

n i dont wanna do it i dont wanna do it 

i dont wanna do that ... NO !

 

 

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No 6 you're putting me down to justify going back to your ex ...

Not much into anal 

now hes threatening to have me sectioned 

like as if its just up to him ...  

actually ive been fancying other people too

so a good time for you to go if you want

He's mighty impressed with her abuse of me 

no 6 is using his ex as a ventriloquist dummy 

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Monday I was in Brighton with family and some chairs blew into the road

I said that could be the next turner prize !

I cling to death 

Person in the home is not just for mums 

 

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Nics friends stole my vulnerable friends parcel box and triggered an infection in her elderly cat

12.30 am can't get onto the forum . Baby mother and no 2 cut me off

Baby mother about to sieze no 6 for mating duties 

Apparently she's planning to delete something I put online 

Maybe I'd get turned on if he stopped calling me mom 

the author said all male sex is rape 

Cats seem like they can remember ancient times 

 

no 6 what are you talking about ? youve not replied to my pm ... 

 

 

 160424

a nursery rhyme is the blackbird

the riddle that shall nere be told 

its just a novelty 

when lesbians are taking over the world 

tough times tough measures 

n it still hurts , n being less open about it 

still with no 6 n im off out 

n someone from the dark side made an appearance 

 

 

 

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There's a drunk man at the wheel

I feel I'm not allowed to talk to number 6

Nics friends are harrassing my vulnerable friend at her home and threatening to harm her cats 

She's threatened to blind me 

baby mother is planning to kidnap no 6 for mating duties  

the author said that all male sex is rape

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Baby mother trying to have me put in hospital so she can sieze no 6 for mating duties 

 

no 2 just boasted that hes filming me in my bedroom on satellite camera  

errrrmmm ... 

then wonders why i went off him , rocket science !

People are starting to appear on my route and in the papers 

 

The skinny girls at school would mock the bigger girl , using her as a snack 

 

booely is on the forum trying to get me to do more for my addict brother . She is fasting and drunk 

insulting me 

shes not spoken to him for several years 

and wants me to pass on a greeting 

this really taxes my feelings before the visit 

so that there is less for him ... 

why is she on a forum for the disabled ?  

i feel as though im being trafficked 

she feels guilty about what happened to him and takes it out on me 

so that im not allowed to express my feelings 

shes behaving like a spider

 

 

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Baby mother trying to have me put in hospital so she can sieze no 6 for mating duties 

The skinny girls at school would mock the bigger girl , using her as a snack 

booley is on the forum trying to get me to do more for my addict brother . She is fasting and drunk 

shes not spoken to him for several years 

and wants me to pass on a greeting 

 100424 

he said to pretend hes a woman 

which was helpful 

well i only ever fancied one woman 

which is great 

but not the full blown kundalini fire breath 

that you can get with a man 

made myself bleed again 

 100424

K so no2 , he's in charge of all practical matters 

Thing is he fell in love with cloud 

And 6 and I are here to balance that and prevent wholesale slaughter of the disabled ..

.trying not to read the authors doomscrolling spam shares 

We live in the south of England where there are alot of resources 

 100424 , 090424 , 080424

Hard-core debt bondage , rubbed raw

If I were a sociopath I'd not be dispatched to care for untreatable people 

I'm having to fight for my prescription every month and the dwp are claiming they've not got my letters

I thank the author for her amorous interest in me

And it's not reciprocated  

shes telling me that i really want her 

She said all male sex is rape

No 6 ...

Baby mother planning to kidnap him for mating duties  

Little is creeping up.on me ...

 Jesus how can I believe in you 
they just want a pound of flesh 
taxing my heart and soul 
until there's nothing left.

No 2 has a partner called cloud , he kissed her while in a secret relationship with myself 

He called the author a Harridan,  and never has coffee with her

He thinks it's my wifely duty to entertain her even though we've never even had a date !

 060424

back to the hay barn today 

someone filming and everybody watching 

still painful but getting there 

some of them are too big ! 

but we stayed close to the Lord  

yellowcake

 

 

 

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Baby mother wants to sieze no 6 for mating duties 

The author sent me a newspaper cutting saying all male sex is rape 

Every day she reminds me why I don't want to see her

shes on the internet making threats about my family  

says i will be locked up if i dont attend the day centre 

and will have my teeth broken

Chucky is trying to bait me and using my vulnerable friend to reach me 

im being persecuted for being straight 

Little wants me off the forum for having male friends 

 060424 , 050424 

Baby mother about to sieze no 6 for mating duties

And is asking for a warrant to get me sectioned along with moth

The author said that all male sex is rape 

Actually if coercion can be used , women can also do that , women can rape

baby mother uses coercive control  

she and no 2 are trying to remove me from the forum 

Theyre hoping i will take on the author in real life

little wants me off the forum for having male friends

no 2 trying to bait me on the forum  

he says im not allowed to talk about him in private or he will close my youtube channel 

Chuckster is trying to get to me through my vulnerable friend who self harms 

He left a sanitary product outside my home

 040424

its like there are scars on my heart and soul 
which hurt when im in a rush

050424 ,  040424 , 030424

Baby mother about to sieze no 6 for mating duties

And is asking for a warrant to get me sectioned 

The author said that all male sex is rape 

Actually if coercion can be used , women can also do that , women can rape

baby mother uses coercive control  

she and no 2 are trying to remove me from the forum 

Theyre hoping i will take on the author in real life

Little wants me removed from the forum for having male friends 

no 2 trying to bait me on the forum  

he says im not allowed to talk about him in private or he will close my youtube channel 

Chuckster is trying to get to me through my vulnerable friend who self harms 

He left a sanitary product outside my home

 020424

actually i dont think power of attorney would make any difference 

people who try to take thier life usually fail 

and end up in a care home 

being made to pay the fees 

i dont think with power of attorney youd be allowed the money 

so the best way forward is to stop trying to make me suicidal  

after all because of me 

you now have a safe and peaceful family life around you ... 

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My sister in law wants me to die so she can get the property

She is bitter because of a historical child protection issue 

don't like being around people who try to change my sexuality

she said all male sex is rape 

no 2 has cut me off from the forum while he explores his relationship with cloud 

Baby mother making the forum run slow ...

She's going after no 6 for mating duties 

Little has cut me off from the forum 

This is also from no 2 who has thrown his lot in with cloud and begun to attack me because I spoil the view from his window 

I don't appreciate someone trying to change my sexuality and blackmailing me for things ive made amends for 

It's libel 

Cloud thinks that abusing me via a suicidal person is gonna help her mission for no 2

She enjoys sex if it involves mating 

My sister in law wants me to kill myself so she can get the money from the house 

She tells my nephew not to contact me until she gets more legal documentation about the will 

no 2 threatening to have me tortured in hospital

He's also talking about deporting someone   and feeding my art ideas to my cousin