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well those uploads went through eventually 

today its taking a long time to even process 

i cant seem to upload videos of my hospital recordings from 2013 onto youtube

they have uploaded but are taking a long time to check 

9.15 pm two videos have gone through and one still being checked

its just me crying in hospital 

baby mother about to sieze no 6 for mating duties 

she and no 2 have sanctioned my ability to upload on youtube 

 The author said that all male sex is rape 

nephews mother wants me to kill myself so she can have the money from the property 

ive left a note about it with my will 

Sister in law - I can't just give the property to your son . It's shared ownership hun

And only 13 % of suicide attempts succeed . Which would put me in a care home and you will LOSE THE MONEY 

 

 

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hes shattered my stain glass windows 

called me a sanctimonious little bitch 

but my virginity remains unbroken 

hands are shaking 

No 6

 

 

 

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The author said that all male sex is rape 

shes scraping the barrell 

Anyway happy to continue our friendship online in this way ...

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties 

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We swam in a river , our clothes sticking to us 

A crocodile rising beneath

The snapping of its jaws unbearable 

like lightning ripping the sky 

Staggering backwards 

writers and artists are all about ugliness and monsters at the moment 

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Nic is threatening to harm my vulnerable friends cats 

and has started to obtain hacked information about me 

Baby mother wants to sieze no 6 for mating duties 

The author said that all male sex is rape .

no 2 ... i cant be cloud and i dont want to be thankyou ! He's trying to force me to befriend the author because she's interfering with his love life

He wants her to move in with me . All the more reason not to resume the contact  

Dissuaded

Seems like I'm abusing myself , really sore no 6, your presence is like bird song 

5th dimension is the astral plane and 6th dimension is past and future

i found another whole drawer full of art therapy 

its not easy to get in there 

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its bled again 

but got it further in 

forgot how much i fancied him  

the college guy 

 *********

they say a woman has balls 

what if a man has a womb 

i painted my pain

 

 

 

 

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How about a panel of people with mental and physical disabilities to assess benefits

Some representation 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties

The author said that all male sex is rape 

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smellivision : when someone appears on video in their pyjamas you can almost smell them 

 

i cant find the posts about notes ive left with my will about my aunt and sister in law wanting me to die, the doctors cutting my meds with no warning and the dwp causing me problems 

found it 

160524 wombs are not just for child bearing 

 

 

180524 even the womb has other uses , ask a priestess 

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Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties

No 2 is switching a friends Internet on and off 

Nic and her friends are fat shaming me on the forum 

The author said that all male sex is rape

Apparently someone is trying to make an AI version of my homeless bird painting 

I started the idea in 2014 and have sketches 

The girl is homeless yet kindly sheltering another creature 

They sat there together for 5 hours and then she carried it to a rooks nest under a bridge 

I submitted it to the national open exhibition , the topic is shelter 

 

i feel a bit queazy and dizzy now 

took one for the team 

i did not have sex with that man 

think of the war in Gaza 

make love not war like Dev taught me 

but i did also thank Scarey , and others 

n the animals and stuff

A potato exploded

may as well break my own heart 

God is not how you think theyre beyond your wildest dreams 

 

beyond ...  

 

Somebody is protecting my artwork , who knows no 2

America

The author is worming her way into my difficult family relationships

I don't think I owe her amends , she's already taken them 

From 2013 about old age 

Swing from the balcony 

Streak down the street

And die on morphine

In a shark infested sea 

 

smellivision : when someone appears on video in their pyjamas you can almost smell them 

ive got the video i took after the window episode but not posted any of it because it might be unsuitable 

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Baby mother about to sieze no 6 for mating duties

You never know when the sword of damocles is going to strike 

Sex shouldn't be performative , but if you never tried to have a vaginal orgasm you'd be missing out 

I considered the middle of the road 

n yeah should be other things in the relationship too 

The author said that all make sex is rape 

Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties 

It's best to be able to stop although not always easy to do !

A woman can end up with a ' staring at the wall feeling ' if the communication is lost

I'd recommend talking about it

i thought he looks dodgy thats my type  

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Baby mother planning to sieze no 6 for mating duties . Author trying to use conversion practices on me, 

says shes going to fight for me to lose my home and that will make her feel creative 

cloud is trying to tinker with my meds in order to obtain no 2  

 the homeless bird artwork i began in 2014 but to prove that id have to show my email address

It was no 6