300919 lost in Lala land  its possible to deceive  without actually lying 

280919 no sensation at all ?  I've gotta be like on the telly  with wild abandon, n i can't tell him  that he's rushing me ...

do not resuscitate  if its excitement and adrenaline  you are after ,  it might disappear  once you commit  n i need to make  ...

200919 / 210919  im in love with a celebrity  and of course being schizophrenic  i think he loves me back  n we've had some specta...

150919  I've had seven boyfriends  n it was too many  because i still have feelings  for all of them  the moon tonight  has a bl...

he lives in a happy world  n she's nothing like me  and I'm laughing and joining in  joining in  n they dont know me  they don...

140919  a trigger button  could get triggered by anything  people don't always realise  when their self harming  has gone too far...