081217 / 091217 

maybe she doesnt love me 
any more 

n i don't really want to stay here 
without her 
i have no choice 

in this barren place
dry sticks 
parched in the sun
dropping no fruit 

under a pear drop moon 
the graveyard of my dreams 

071217 

full of the juice of the earth 
the sap is rising 

song : boxing day

051217

strangled with rage
im choked and gagged

so shameful
my warfare

im so clingy
and insecure

my bitter heart
gone hard with cold 

drained of each drop
I'm like a tramp

boxing day
was for fights

after Christmas
was magical

broken our bond
mass hypnotised 

061217

mass hypnosis 

drained of every drop of life
she made me feel like a tramp 

boxing day was for fights 
after that magical Christmas 

embarrassed and humiliated 
the grief has torn us apart 
has broken our bond 

the guilt made us fight 


051217 

strangled with rage
im choked and gagged 

so shameful 
my warfare

im so clingy 
and insecure
my bitter heart 

has gone hard with cold 

031217 / 041217

strangled with rage 
im choked and gagged 

so ashamed
of my warfaring soul 

Im so clingy and insecure 
my bitter heart 

has gone hard with cold 

song : the gorilla mirror

011217

grinding my teeth 
with shredded nerves
glitter is gone
she's got the nark 

hostile am i ? 
too offensive
I'm just a human 
not just a case 

i have been smacked 
she doesnt like me 
im not allowed
my angry feelins 

with shaking hands 
and pounding heart 
she's on safari 
hunting me down  

too busy making 
her body thin
she's like a mirror 
insecure she