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profoundly abused 
the magic of childhood 
stolen from my heart
n theres nobody else 
on the planet 

insatiable 
bleeding to death 
squeezing out the life of it 
i strangle every love 

settle down and find a mate ? 
thats what animals do 

song : black valentine

n i can hear my heart 
learning to express 
tears they sting my eyes 
so alive n now he's gone 

struggling to crack an egg
this pain a scar that will not heal 

n i can't ask for help 
but how can i be strong 
their sarcasm it hurts 
this heart, this emo kid 

n i feel like I'm like a chair 
m alienated, cold inside 

oh Happy Valentine 
but am i welcome here 

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but how can i be strong ? 
n I've lost my soul to him 

happy Valentines 

n i can hear my heart 
I'm learning to express 
my tears are stinging my eyes 

rigid with shock 

so alive
n now she's gone 
struggling to use a can opener 
n im in pain   
a scar that wont heal 

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not sure if I'm welcome here 

can't stand mistakes 
or asking for help 

they tell me to be strong 
abandoned one 
sarcasm hurts 
this emo kid 

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n i don't really wanna be here 
cus she's gone 
she has took me with her 
n im zick 

n fear is my default position 

this biting hunger 
alienated , cold inside, 
rigid with shock , traumatised 

that warm motherly feeling 
that i can't have 
i feel like an empty chair 

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I've uploaded a song on YouTube 
and it is not appearing on my home page