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course then he might think 
that i don't really love him 

yes cus after all 
i trust him don't i ? 
i have become submissive now 
cus we have to agree 
on one thing 

n then i shut up 

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cus its somewhere you're not supposed to go 
n thats what makes it naughty 

leading a double life 

rap song : standing up to boyz

n then he called me the virgin mary 
because i wouldn't take it offf 
i just froze n i went all stiff 
n i let him have his way 

n now i can't say no to this day 
i know you think I'm a tease but please 
take your hand off my knee 

n its worse
after I've had a couple of drinks 

n this is how much lorazepam 
n antipsychotics it takes 
to make me forget 

n yeah its my fault 
i said i wanted a bad boy 

n whats all that about ? 
unavailable drunk n married men 
seems to be a pattern 

a blinding rage 

nobody ever spoke about marriage 
when i was growing up 
it was all about the career 
n no effin housework 
was written on the wall 

so can you use protection we say 
yes 
and then he doesnt 
n it doesnt seem cool to protest 
n after a couple of bites 
he does seem a bit iffy 

standing up to boyz
can be difficult 
especially when you wanna do it 
n you wanna do it 
but you're not really sure 

n we're already hypnotised 

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n its worse
after I've had a couple of drinks 

n this is how much lorazepam 
n antipsychotics it takes 
to make me forget 

n yeah its my fault 
i said i wanted a bad boy 

n whats all that about ? 
unavailable drunk n married men 
seems to be a pattern 

a blinding rage 

020219

nobody ever spoke about marriage 
when i was growing up 
it was all about the career 
n no effin housework 
was written on the wall 

so can you use protection we say 
yes 
and then he doesnt 
n it doesnt seem cool to protest 
n after a couple of bites 
he does seem a bit iffy 

n we're already hypnotised 

archives from 2013

standing up to boyz 

rap song : an advert in the sky

n now they want to put an advert in the sky 
defiling the last place left of purity 

veiled threats 

no bad romance, no excitement 
of chancing on someone 

no nothing left to lose 

an abomination 

n now they're watching me on Google Earth 
threatening assault  

four hours of war games 
gunfire n screaming 

so now they've hacked my internet history 
and built a profile
of which platforms i use 

how can she possibly enjoy it 
if she doesnt have a choice 

open your mouth 
before you open your legs 

we struggle with this ourselves 
to have a voice 

saying what we want to happen 
in the bedroom 

even if we've asked
n sometimes it goes unprotected