081119

maybe I'm more of a flirt than most people though
I seem to wind people up sometimes
maybe they think I mean it when I dont
I will make it sound as though we are already intimate
when I'm as fickle as a dandelion ! 

061119 

those watery eyes

yes and how much of that time
are you looking into your phone ?

just wondering because last I heard
you were looking into the phone at a night club

sorry bit of a slip in my behaviour

theres usually another pie inside a pie

051119

I seem to have very similar issues
although a different diagnosis

I would say I have a cheating issue
which is more like I will leave a partner
for a new partner too quickly
not leaving any space in between

and with no warning

so I guess that would feel like cheating
to the other person

I usually in love with 2 people

031119

I feel quite drunk as it is without anything !
I can have some kind of a ' trip ' without taking LSD
just remembering it
that way I dont get the downer

I dont really regret it
but I was very very lucky
because my brother got addicted

my meds sobered me up a bit
but I can quite happily sit with drunk people
lolling about with a coke !

psychosis and alien states

is a spiritual state
involving direct contact with other entities
and not via any religion

a state that is free of the conditionings of our societies
where we are the aliens

we are above the advertising and propaganda

021119 

like a slippery ball 
at times the dark side will rebel 
and show its hand 

021119

yes I like that look on a bloke !
there has to be something sensitive 

and delicate about them for me
sensitive hands

like a tragic poet look

ive never been out with a macho man

011119 

got a handle on spirituality he says ! 

n this is where the author steps in 
to  pour the cold water