030120 

the mouse 
is mightier than the bomb 

020120

youtube made me delete a video  
of a screen recording 
showing someone asking me a question 
and her question not appearing somewhere 
where i could reply to it 

they have not communicated with me  
about the videos that were hacked from my site 
and posted on tiktok 

word jam : the mens revolution

i hear men complaining alot recently 
they feel they are not understood 
they are fed up being made responsible for things 
their feelings are overlooked 
they are fed up being the provider etc. 

and yet they wont seem to get together like women did 
to stand up for their rights 
because i suppose of their tendency 
to be wary of other men 

this is frustrating me 
because i feel i could help them 
to explain what they are going through 
but they need to stick with other men over it 

im vegetarian curious

one way to get high 
is to wait until 
the bread is past its sell by date ! 

I've befriended an evil spirit 
to give me some strength

centrifugal and centripetal forces  

n im in denial 
enmeshment already 

n I'm making assumptions 
after what i told him last night 
n i sent him 3 posts in a row
and we havent even said we're dating ! 

but if i let go 
he might go to someone else 
to someone else   

i want to be single again 
but I'm in love 

i don't want to click another smilie
like George and Mildred 

am i supposed to say goodnight ? 
am i just doing what he wants ? 
am i looking for a parent ? 
being myself ?  

hi this is a bit of an odd way to introduce myself 

but hi I've got my ex on the line 
complaining nobody understands him  
n I'm like what am i supposed to do about it   ? 

listen to the darkness

n then i told him the worst thing i had ever done 

020120 

i was aware of the hacking in 2013
and i freaked out  
i was held down in hospital by 5 nurses 
screaming 

and injected with clopixol 
which caused me lockjaw 
immobilisation and spiritual death 

010120

one way to get high 
is to wait until 
the bread is past its sell by date ! 

I've befriended an evil spirit 
to give me some strength

centrifugal and centripetal forces  

010120

n im in denial 
enmeshment already 

n I'm making assumptions 
after what i told him last night 
n i sent him 3 posts in a row
and we havent even said we're dating ! 

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but if i let go 
he might go to someone else 
to someone else   

i want to be single again 
but I'm in love