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do you like veneer ? salad dressing ? 

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a huge alien jellyfish 

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reverse time, time travel,  time waits, marching time 
switching time 

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time stops 

warmth light colours, sequence 

your body cracks in half 
like a streak of lightning 

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and all grief and darkness engulfs me


I have never met him or even seen what he looks like

the relationship is very uncomfortable 

and I'm not sure if that is a good or bad thing
its very painful and kind of drags me along with it
but maybe I like it being painful I dont know ! 

I feel heartbroken again, 

trying to stuff my feelings down
trying to put them in denial

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not simplistic like selling something 
self disclosures , honesty , nurturing 

intrigue not malice   

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this one broke my soul