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if you were a tree or a season or plant or element like earth wind or fire
what would you be and what would you say 

maybe the nurturing is the willow trees
because it nurtures us emotionally

and the giving of strength from the wind
because struggling with the wind
strengthens our muscles

so you're a willow tree and I'm a tree

I need to work out which tree !

I will take Cherry blossom for now ,

its one of my favourite trees !

Cherry blossom says

' make the most of me im not here for long ! '

k thanks , I be an orange tree !

n the orange tree says

' I have a sharp tang but I will do you good ' !
 


 



 

The Playground !

Today at 2:33 AM

got a flashback today
I was at nursery school sitting at a little table with other children
there was a plate of jam tarts in the middle for sharing

I reached out to take one ( it looks huge in my memory )
I think it was a red one, they were different colours

there was a girl opposite me said

' actually I was going to have that ! "

Jul 14, 2020

my favourite scent is Neroli
which is very expensive so I dont usually buy it

I recently discovered
you need to dilute oils before applying to skin

neroli creates quite a trance

does everything have to be an analogy ?
Jul 23, 2020 at 1:59am
you know, when someones post or statement
does not really mean what it says
but is representing something else they want to prove

like ' the weather is realy brightening up here '
actually means ' im winning the argument with another member '

like everyone is proving a point
sometimes its fun to talk in analogies
other times it worries me

that a persons every word is cryptic
as if were the secret service or something !

it must be awful for them not to be able to realy express themselves
must be very lonely 

030820 

its like i will say right thats it 
nothing doing here , he has peed me off too much 
move on 

and then he surges out of the water
to bite me again 

all this love and sex 
oozing out of him like Bradley Cooper 

i cant post properly on here it wont do the font size and stuff and this browser is updated

020820 stop still my heart and let us heal 

i guess im his latest hostage