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my mums cousin is in on the harrassment as well now 

why ? because the multitude of them 

feel guilty for abandoning their nephew 

 

 

 

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number 6 is really brilliant at cyber sex 

 

 

 

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number 6 is too involved with Nic 

to be available for another relationship 

 

 

 

word jam : the dream of flight

even the weather seems to be in lockdown

I suppose if they stopped the injection I would go too high
and think I could fly or something

the shape of my light is like a mini me
floating out of my body
always circling

being fed to tinker bell

according to Nic and the cam girl
im now on my death bed

baby mother sent a spam actress into my zoom meeting
to tell me im like a goth Oprah
pretty sure Oprah didnt give permission for that ...
im a big fan of hers 



schizophrenics are often much in touch with the stars 


living in their emotions

bunch of emo kids ! 



 

im happy to support other peoples dreams
if they dont cross other peoples boundaries and consensuality 


spirituality can also make one lazy as well I noticed 


sometimes an atheist will produce a lot of magic
sometimes conjuring or stolen
or sometimes pure magic 


Santa Claus was real
the magic happened the mince pie disappeared
and someone looked through the door in a red dressing gown
happened to be my mum so what !
for the atheists ... you know there is such a thing as magic
and that is a spiritual dimension ...

I think chasing a dream is like chasing a moon beam
its worth it even if you never get there

i miss him and dont want him to go
even though our families dont like it
and we're wrong for each other

there is anger boiling in my stomach

i cant even afford a cat
let alone a batch of children

eerie ghost orchid
the wedding of the bone and the bloom

was that a revenge fantasy ?
revenge for what ? or is it variety ?
doesnt make me love him any less
what happpens when partners have a fantasy about someone else
but i didnt go gay tonight
might have looked like it but it was number 6

my breath is coming in sharp gasps

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eerie ghost orchid

 

 

 

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baby mother just announced 

that i have given her permission to ogle me on surveillance cameras in my bedroom 

i do not ... 

 

 

 

 

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even the weather seems to be in lockdown