201224 , 191224 , 181224 ,  171224 , BABY MOTHER THREATENING SOME SORT OF RAID , also watch out for public holidays when the watch dogs are drunk

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie , chuckster, bisto

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselves ;clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

171224 5.30 pm still in love with Dev  , not feeling well x

6 pm feel rough after my injection , wondering if it was tampered with ?

Trevor had said something about it

9 pm uploaded a page x 

9.40 pm a new page of edit x 

10.30 pm night Dev still in love with you x 

11.30 thd author is fencing me in 

181224 1 pm still in love with Dev x

I think medication maybe altered Dev , dizzy , out of breath , blurry eyes , snoring , having to lie down 

Should I pretend I'm with Trevor ? 

6.30 pm thanks for the article Dev x

7.20 pm still in love with Dev ❤️

181224 9 pm re edited a page . i think whats wrong with me is a tummy bug actually , might have caught it at the elderly couple round the corner 

191224

12.10 am still in love with Dev x

1.30 am still in love with Dev 

n hopefully recovering from my bug 

hey i need to cut down on groceries which seem to have gone up . 

might not be able to afford alcohol 

191224 1 pm morning Dev still in love with you x still feeling unwell hoping they've not messed with my meds or given me a virus 

Difficulty keeping eyes open 

Thanks for the message x

1.20 pm thanks for the article Dev x

191224 6.30 pm 

back in the 80s 

im not really demisexual 

im quite capable of uncommitted lovin 

intense as it was 

11.30 pm still in love with Dev x

201224 12.40 am 

Obviously Mike did something unacceptable,  but he also had a rare interest in me as a person 

In his world women were powerful 

Still in love with Dev x

1 am uploaded a page x 

giving double messages i know ! be nice to feel like a lady , but also like a strong person ! the two things are not always compatible ! 

i think the strong person bit is more important than the ' lady '  bit . but i also want someone to know my limitations ! another contradiction ! poor Dev ! x 

please can you talk to me about something other than sex today hugs 

201224 9 am morning Dev still in love with you x

11 am I'm getting treatment for a UTI  x

11.50 am thanks Dev for the messages 

Short of blood cells apparently x

171224  , 161224 , 151224 , 141224

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie , chuckster, bisto

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselves ;clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

141224 

 

4.20 pm 

it felt pretty normal 

and then somebodys cousin enters me from behind 

so i said hang on ill get back to you in a bit 

im just reaching the g spot with them 

but i didnt tell them i was coming 

n there were other peoples family members watching  

 

there was blood . and novelty 

still in love with Dev x 

141224 10 pm  the author is breathing down my neck 

11 pm Trevor is making me sign in for videos on the forum 

still in love with Dev x 

10.30 am thanks Dev for all you do x 

And other collaborators x

151224 1.50 pm uploaded a page x 

9 pm not sure i can write the book in the first person 

is too painful 

151224 11.30 

im doing a couple 

n theres people shouting verbal abuse at me 

I thought of England again 

161224 12 30 am still in love with Dev x

2 am my Stepmother says you belong to bisto

She says things like that about every guy I'm interested in and tells me I'm unattractive 

Maybe she doesn't want me to.have a partner because I'm like a nice mom for her

Although she expressed interest in my becoming gay

3 am as for my meeting the author , the ball is in her court to reciprocate and invite me for coffee in a public place . posthing threads online on public boards doesnt count as reciprocating ... and im not ready to have her round to my home without meeting for coffee first to establish some boundaries ... 

uploaded a page 

161224 4 pm still in love with Dev x

9.30 pm uploaded 2 pages x 

10 pm ive fleshed out a page of edit x 

still in love with Dev x 

11.15 baby mother is threatening to raid somebody 

171224 2 am uploaded 3 pages 

still in love with Dev x 

got cloudy urine , i hope i dont need antibiotics as they affect me badly , 

ill mention it to the nurse 

10 am I never told the author we were best friends , closest friends etc,  a close friend isn't so manipulative 

11 am morning Dev still in love with you x

171224 2.40 pm thanks for the article Dev , not sure if they've put something extra in the injection x

141224 , 131224 ,  121224 

 

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselvesclockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

121224 9 pm uploaded a page 

 

still in love with Dev x  

11.30 pm done a page of edit

 

 13124 hunnie needs some oestrogen to stop ordering everybody about 

She wants ne to encourage assisted dying so she can steal my writing 

2.30 pm still in love with Dev 

131224 9 pm uploaded a page x 

11 pm re edited a page and added another page of re edit 

11.30 still in love with Dev x

141224 1 pm 

he said i could help myself any time 

i wanted to explore that darkness 

n get the g spot 

i was pleased with it 

and felt the music 

there was a different woman watching 

still in love with Dev x

 121224 , 111224 , 101224

I'd like to see an empty gold wheelchair on the fourth plinth . Disabled people are dying from neglect and abuse. I cant apply because you have to be in a school

 

hunnie

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselvesclockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome

 

 

101224 9.50 pm 

done another page of edit 

still in love with Dev x 

111224 2.30 pm uploaded 2 pages x 

111224 2pm uploaded 2 pages 

3 pm Trevor and baby mother are messing with my benefit claim as a way to coerce me in debt bandage 

4.30 pm still in love with Dev x

Thanks for the contribution to the bills x

111224 the author is throwing herself at me as usual 

very flattered 

111224 10 pm 

there were four of us doing gay things 

two men and two women 

i watched them come in each others mouths 

then he fucked me 

and i did her for a bit 

then she held me while i came with him 

more was more 

n worked up into a slow rotating grind 

while i pushed back 

n someone was filming 

i read Norman Mailers words as a teenager 

what can you do with a starving cunt on  your hands 

imagine being exposed to that at fifteen ! 

Trevor is stopping my videos uploading to the cloud 

121224 12.20 am a sexocracy ? 

1 am still in love with Dev x

2.45 am uploaded a page

101224 ,  091224 , 081224 , 071224 

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES

 

hunnie

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselvesclockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome

 

 painting is the illusion of life 100224 

071224 5.45 pm 

he got in me from behind 

while i was making her come 

and we all came together 

he seemed younger than us 

ive always fancied him 

and his lyrical accent 

though i couldnt show it 

7 pm still in love with Dev x

10.40 pm wrote another page and added to the previous one 

thanks for the articles today Dev x 

081224 2.40 am whats got in the way recently is worrying about the neighbours hearing me , and my rivals have done a great job of making that worse

3.30 am i think Murakami is writing about the power that women have over him 

081224 2 pm thanks for the article Dev , not feeling great , I get the Christmas thing too x

I've been abused too much to take the sheet off x

081224 7 pm Trevor said that Dev is cheating in real life . ermmm ... i think you Trevor went for a meat face with cloud when we were together having won me back ... 

and i dont appreciate you coming into a recovery meeting , you dont understand their purpose 

8 pm still in love with Dev 

11.30 pm author got my vulnerable friend to.call  me a psychic vampire . Erm I'm the only person on the planet who's offered to have coffee with you hun 

091224 7 am there is something wrong with my other hip 

091224 2.45 pm 

i was trying to do a female relative

 

with Dev getting in me from behind 

managed to leave the sheet off

mindblowing intensity 

n the afterglow distorts things 

 

5 pm

My body twisted and contorted round his dick  the orgasm surfacing like a piranha to rear it's ugly snake head 

 

 

 

 5.40 pm

Apparently the author is appointed as my chaperone, not sure by whom and what their motives are , probably Trevor 

6.30 pm still in love with Dev x

9.30 pm actually i said something about asylum seekers using tape recorders and you asked me to take it down ! 

101224 2 am uploaded a page 

11 am a tank girl / tomb raider character

12.20 pm yes of course Trevor has killed people , he's a soldier . And your folks are killing the disabled x

12.30 pm still in love with Dev x

071224 ,  061224 , 051224

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES

hunnie

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselvesclockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome

 

 painting is the illusion of life 100224 

051224 4 pm

Trevor and the author are threatening me with compulsory purchase on my home and a fake diagnosis 

They want me to welcome thd author to my neighbourhood.  And to say I'm with Trevor so he can reject me . Like the David Spade character in how I met

Not buying it !  He should invite me for coffee see if there's any rapport at all

As friends 

Author moves up.here .and I'll stop speaking to her

5.20 pm still in love with Dev ❤️

I hurt my back doing thd stretching ,waiting for it to settle 

author has resorted to fat shaming 

number 6 is threatening me with a chemical lobotomy 

10.15 pm ive done alot of editing on my book 

061224 2 pm to me the term for the bond with your abuser  is Stockholm syndrome . Leaving the term trauma bond to mean the bond between two abused people . People can use trauma bond how they like

061224 1.30 pm author is threatening me with burglary

2.45 pm still in love with Dev x

4.30 pm 

do you now what i mean ? 

i thought about him cheating on his partner 

his cock was dripping 

he licked my friend 

and i was feeling her get off 

n then he gets up n does me 

rock n roll

5.20 pm still in love with Dev x 

6.20 pm feel a bit dizzy 

8.30 pm the harmonica says what the heck

061224 , 9.40 pm the law of cats

11 pm done some more editing , i think the only way i can do this is to make myself the perpetrator , turning things around , starting with the story of Mike and then going into the former life that i miss . then the life with Simon and then going back to Mike instead of Lee 

071224 1.30 am bisto says she watches me in my bedroom and is going to mess with my meds . She's liasing with cloud and the Italian guys wife 

Yesterday they said I should allow a dog next door and now there is one . None of them will go to therapy 

Cloud is a social worker

071224 3 am uploaded a page x Apparently Mike is doing a book with chat gpt , hopefully not feeding my style into it 

071224 1pm

Still in love with Dev ❤️

2.20 pm no Dev I can't get some cannabis . And I do believe in Jesus , just not the way most people understand him x

We've had conceptual art forever but you used to do a painting or carving of it 

3.30 pm sorry if I said something wrong I was reading a very dark thing which I've had to put down x

Yes to separate rooms !

4 pm Trevor is messing with my online activities  , blocking things 

its asking me to sign in to watch videos on the forum , and wont load at all on my phone

 051224

 PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

051224 , 041224 

hunnie

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselvesclockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome

 

041224 

chucky had a spam actor walk past my window while i was in bed and say Leo you stupid cunt i havent got time to mess about any more 

he never got over our cyber relationship 

during which he had a real life bit on the side doh . he is a really horrible mysoginist

Hes also in a gang  with the author . If she moves up here I will cut her off again

still in love with Dev x 

12 pm I feel really abused by Chuckster today like there's s bruise in my tummy

 might also be from Trevor and Cloud who enjoy messing with my neighbours 

She said she was going to hurt me 

They want me to worry that the neighbours can hear me 

041224 2pm uploaded a page x 

still in love with Dev x 

uploaded a page at 7 pm 

9 pm still in love with Dev x 

10 pm created a new page 

i have to rewrite the whole thing in the present tense 

11.30 pm 041224

Turns out the abuse this morning came from my Italian exs wife , she says I should let my neighbours have a dog 

What does it have to do with her ?

Are they not happy in their marriage after all these years ? 

The relationship ended 40 years ago . And she's networked over my situation with Trevors Cloud,  accessing confidential information about me from the health services

Tracked me down and probably surveilled the window

Accessed confidential information and posted it on a public board 

Rather than having the guts to go to therapy to explore her hangups 

051224 1 am please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties 

Still in love with Dev ❤️

Sex only feels right when it's wrong