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grab the key 
while he's asleep 
and run
you've got about 30 seconds 

you couldn't make mistakes 
in that situation 
if you were too slow 
you couldn't unlock the door 
and would be killed 

making mistakes 
is not for astronauts ... 

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so lost 

i feel like I'm having a breakdown 
this creeping fear 

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he told me to kill myself 
and called me a cunt 
where is my dignity ? 

n i believe in euthanasia ... 

id be quite happy 
to take a lethal injection 
and save you all 
a wad of cash 

n you can literally hear the clouds 

i just turn into a child
n a soppy mess
all chance of a healthy one 
out the window 

probably why my throat 
is seizing up 

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am i still talking ? 
am i still saying how i feel about things ? 
or has the drug taken over ? 
theres no need to give me rohypnol 
I'm already out of it ... 

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what do you want to talk about though? 
i dunno just little things 
just something normal
I'm just so lonely 

they're taking me to court 
over the money 
its really frightening 
all the hard work I've done 
being held against me 

n its like some sort of weird job interview 
trying to prove you can't do things 
it makes me really sick 

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like that time 
i was accused of shop lifting 
it sounds kinda cool ! 

my home is so dirty 
the dust is made of rotting flesh 
maybe I'm just angry 
maybe I'm a criminal 

not feeling too great 
i was roaming around the streets
screaming at people 
i even exposed myself 
n this was just before i jumped 

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n the truth 
aint gonna cut it 
not this time 
if i could only find the right words 
i wouldn't have to lie to you