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my hands are shaking 

and my heart pounding
so frightening feeling alone in the silence

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my nurse is on safari 
literally ! 
hunting gorillas ...

a furry tail ending ! 

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its more difficult for a woman to use force
but we can certainly create pressure 
like manipulating things 
or if its a vulnerable man 
threatening to leave him 
if he doesnt have sex with you 

and booting other people out the way 
like I've got to have this person at any cost 
make a conquest 
and plant that flag 

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still reeling from the impact

asking for it ... 

no thats in YOUR head 

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shamed ... 
she's too busy dieting 
to care about me 

still reeling from the impact

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presumptuous ? 

Im grinding my teeth 
my nerves are all shredded 

bullied 
n all the glitter is gone 
someone else got the nark

apparently I'm hostile 
and offensive
theres a human being in here ! 
not just a patient 

i feel as if I've been spanked 
and she doesnt like me 
n I'm not allowed to feel angry ? 

she's probably embarrassed 
when she goes to the loo ! 

like she's a mirror 
of insecurity  

song : I've taken the wrong meds

n im stuck here 
with a patient 
sitting outside 
in the night 

empty church hall
when they've all gone 
and turned out 
the lights 

I've taken the wrong meds
I'm out of control
speeding on caffiene 
my toys are all broke

I've broken a machine 
my friends have all left 

injured myself 
n im stuck here in the night