311217

insecure 

one day that wind is coming inside ... 

needy and clingy
id rather jump off a precipice
than ask for help 

rejected 
my social skills 
withered away 

everyone who fights
never asked to be born
no right to live 
don't belong in this world 

a second class citizen
unborn and unloved 

no monkey mother
n who gives a damn ? 
she went to a party 
with all the lonely people  

i caught your mood 
feels very disturbed

the party went home
n I'm left here alone 

to sweep up the dust 
defeated at last 

to leave you here like this 
only snatching a whisper 

261217

for everyone who fights 

n I'm forced to be here 
never asked to be born 

i don't have a right to live
don't belong in this world 
a second class citizen
unborn, unloved 

with no monkey mother 
who else would give a damn ? 

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she went to a party 
for all the lonely people 

defeated 

feeling very disturbed 
i caught your mood 

the party has gone home 
and I'm left here alone 
to sweep up the dust 

n I've got to leave you here like this 
only snatching a whisper 

231217

even just a little drink
could send her off the rails 
especially if she's on a date 
gets her into danger 

n nobody likes my songs 

song : conflict on the border

my heart and soul it gets
beaten up black and blue

can't afford to use the phone 
but I'm rocking out myself

theyre rapping on the wall
but who gives a damn ?

singin and playing my heart
like a knife this wild pain

twisting it deep inside  
puts their noses out of joint !

gives me an excuse 
to play it louder still 

that shadow just a bird
flying across the sun 

211217 

aggressive, monotonous, selfish, 
gross , stupid, hateful, shrill 
hostile, dangerous