131018 

the things we've done 
blingers in bar shorts 
and this you know 

rap song : bunny boiler

not sure if i benefitted from it
and we ourselves deserved it
or was it a form of slut shaming ?

im a bunny boiler

i dreamed i lost 2 violins and 2 pairs of shoes
it opened up a chest of demons
like being striped naked
in front of other victims

in broad daylight

hung out to dry
did someone plan this ?

and i still depend on them

out on a limb
we were silenced
because the nurses
wanted a celebrity on board

how did that make me feel ?
it was like a shared experience
i was opened up to it

we were asked to make a sexual sound
and we heard each other

they were supposed to protect us
so now where do we turn ? 

my obsession is quite pathological
i feel angry
angry with the whole world

i was raised by tigers
i don't know how to talk to people
apart from a posh voice

n now im a radicalised savage

071018 

not sure if i benefitted from it 
and we ourselves deserved it 
or was it a form of slut shaming ? 

061018

im a bunny boiler 

i dreamed i lost 2 violins and 2 pairs of shoes 
it opened up a chest of demons 
like being striped naked
in front of other victims 

in broad daylight 

hung out to dry 
did someone plan this ?  

and i still depend on them 

061018

out on a limb 
we were silenced 
because the nurses 
wanted a celebrity on board 

how did that make me feel ? 
it was like a shared sexual experience 
i was opened up to it  

we were asked to make a sexual sound 
and we heard each other 

they were supposed to protect us  
so now where do we turn ? 

061018

rolling out, rolling over, bankrolled 

he's radicalised, 
so he terrorises me 
then i become radicalised as well 

i was raised by tigers
i don't know how to talk to people 
apart from a posh voice 

041018

i ended up after dark 
half naked in a public park 
looking for rats 

the police laughed at me 
they wanted to know if i was on medication 
and the name of his dealer 

and that i knew ...