all backed up onto a hard drive 

somebody wants to remove lyrics from here 
and make them her own 

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always the wrong person 
the wrong person 

he breaks my heart every day 
wanting someone else 

we can touch each other spiritually 

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formless, structureless 

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I feel bitter and bereft, 

like I am deflated !
what was once a blooming flower in me 

is now crushed underfoot

these are the struggles 

may they become the art of tragedy 

word jam : trippy afterglow

im a gullible idiot  
in real life, gormless without a search engine  

and i don't put you down
how do these people know everything ? 

people treat me like I'm stupid  

i loved you  
I've been tortured so much 
and its still buried inside 
somewhere they can't touch 

let me get closer to you he said 
see what lies within 

take off the mask 

if you really knew me 
you wouldn't want me 

I'm just an empty shell, a nobody 

wandering aimlessly the world 
the pressure of society bearing down on me 

supernova

sometimes the afterglow
is better than the ending 

floating around together in space 

n still repercussions in my stomach 
the next day 

trippy like the whole sun 

the parachute has gone up    
its a peak experience, 
I've been here before , been in love before  

and each time its more 

feel like I'm airborne 

the colours and lights run up your spine 
sometimes causing pain 

as your whole body reacts 

there isn't a woman 
more kind and loving than he is