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TREVOR IS TRYING TO ABDUCT DEV FOR TORTURE AND MATING DUTIES

hes also getting in the way of me communicating with the dwp

Hunnie is not welcome to watch my home 

180125 , 170125 ,  BABY MOTHER AND CLOCKWORK ARE  THREATENING TO SIEZE DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

TREVOR IS THINKING OF HAVING ME SEXUALLY ASSAULTED , HE AND THE AUTHOR SAY I WILL DISAPPEAR , have my phone cut off and my water poisoned

BABY MOTHER THREATENING SOME SORT OF RAID , also watch out for public holidays when the watch dogs are drunk

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie , chuckster, bisto

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselves ;clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

 170125 9.20 pm still Devs partner hugs thanks for the artlicles 

 10.30 pm edited 3 pages x  

170125 , 160125 , 150125 , 140125 , 130124

TREVOR IS TRYING TO ABDUCT DEV FOR TORTURE AND MATING DUTIES 

hes also getting in the way of me communicating with the dwp

Hunnie is not welcome to watch my home 

170125 , 160125 , 150125 , 130125 , 120125 , 110125 , 100125 , 090125 ,  080125 BABY MOTHER AND CLOCKWORK ARE  THREATENING TO SIEZE DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

TREVOR IS THINKING OF HAVING ME SEXUALLY ASSAULTED , HE AND THE AUTHOR SAY I WILL DISAPPEAR , have my phone cut off and my water poisoned

BABY MOTHER THREATENING SOME SORT OF RAID , also watch out for public holidays when the watch dogs are drunk

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie , chuckster, bisto

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselves ;clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

130124 12 pm 

 

we watch the lesbian porn 

n strip off n finger each other 

n she buries her face in me , sucks the g spot 

and then i fuck her face 

her tongue moves down to the g spot fo a good 30 seconds 

 

there was blood 

 

still in love with Dev x  

1.40 pm still Devs partner x 

2pm im trying to log into my UNiversal Credit journal , it says its texting me a code to log in , then the code takes 15 minutes to arrive by which time it has expired 

its Trevor Baby mother and Clockwork gaslighting me 

6 pm still Devs partner x

Thanks for the articles 

And for all you put into this relationship x

130125 8.40 pm still Devs partner hug 

9 pm uploaded two pages x 

10.20 pm done a page of edit x 

feel a bit dizzy 

140125 1.30 am Trevor is watching me intently on surveillance 

just go and have a baby with cloud you know that'll work and just leave me alone . who knows maybe the two of you can get it on without actually watching footage of me , without cloud tracking me down on line to sexually abuse me even 

still Devs partner hugs 

140125 9 am still Devs partner hugs 

3.45 pm after the love bombers my next book is called gaslight city

5 pm still Devs partner hugs

8.45 pm uploaded a page x 

still Devs partner hugs 

10 pm Trevor is threatening to take down my youtube channel 

150125 2 am n shes encountered dangerous psychopaths she had to tiptoe around and pacify in order to get away . you cant be thinking about your own feelings 

n they say surround yourself with inspiring people !

i picked up some anger from my brother, Dev it takes days to shake it off x 

9 am still Devs partner hugs

150125 6 pm still Devs partner hugs 

9 pm uploaded a page 

still Devs partner hugs 

150125 9.40 pm done a page of edit 

160125 10 am still Devs partner hugs 

4.30 pm still Devs partner hugs 

Nb I'm fond of my brother but need other relatives to accompany me and do their bit when I visit him 

its like my brother has removed my soul and replaced it with his 

8.30 pm still Devs partner hugs

9 pm uploaded a page x 

9.30 pm i think im nearly at the end of The Love Bombers , ive started re-reading the lastest version and adding to it x 

170125 2 am uploaded a page 

still Devs partner hugs 

11 am still Devs partner hugs

3.40 pm

We went straight to the g spot , 9 minutes , 

I said a 19 year old is just as good 

And he broke my virginity

Said he had family permission 

Still Devs partner hugs 

Thanks for the articles

 

130125 , 120125 , 110125 , 100125 ,  090125 , 080125 , 070125

 

Hunnie is not welcome to watch my home 

130125 , 120125 , 110125 , 100125 , 090125 ,  080125 BABY MOTHER AND CLOCKWORKARE  THREATENING TO SIEZE DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

TREVOR IS THINKING OF HAVING ME SEXUALLY ASSAULTED , HE AND THE AUTHOR SAY I WILL DISAPPEAR , have my phone cut off and my water poisoned

BABY MOTHER THREATENING SOME SORT OF RAID , also watch out for public holidays when the watch dogs are drunk

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie , chuckster, bisto

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselves ;clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

080125 i was saying i think my Dad would have approved of Dev 

 

now they are threatening to take my home away and are making my phone go slow  

080125 9.30 pm still Devs partner x 

090125 8 am still Devs partner x

1 pm waiting all week for plumber soul destroying,  n he's charging the earth x

N the author throwing a tantrum every day

N still recovering from trip to brother

090125 

Dev n i were watching lesbian porn 

then he started doing what they were doing 

n also fucked me 

exquisite orgasm 

n felt like i needed another one 

n the othe magician was there 

n i was down n out 

7.50 pm if I use the gym here thd gas from the rubber will break my immune system.snd thd other hip will need operating on

8 pm I'm fond of my brother and the vulnerable friend . The author is more just an obligation

9 pm

k i will see about the gym when i have time, maybe do a half hour 

Dev is my partner 

might have to delegate the author to someone else. like Cloud for instance . dont you know you get rewarded for these things ? 

nb i dont gossip about the author with local people. a couple said shes ' a bit much ' but i didnt comment 

090125 10.30 pm edited a page 

100125

2.45 am uploaded a page 

still Devs partner x 

11.40 am doctors are threatening more cuts to my medications. this initiative has come from Trevor and the author 

12 pm still Devs partner x

1.30 pm ok sorry for my anger problem, ive visited my brother this week and am completely drained 

yes we can go for coffee , author , Trevor maybe both x 

100125 4.30 pm still Devs partner x

7 pm bisto and friends are not welcome to watch my home 

8.50 pm still  Devs partner x

9.30 pm did some editing x 

10 pm still Devs partner x 

110125 2.30 am uploaded a page 

still Devs partner x 

11.30 am still Devs partner x

110125 4.40 pm my dads sister gleans information about what im working on art wise so she can feed it to her son 

7 pm still Devs partner 

10 pm still Devs partner x

uploaded a page x , 10.40 pm done a page of edit 

11.30 pm Trevor is making my credit card information unavailable 

120125 3.30 am still Devs partner x 

12 pm still Devs partner x

3 pm still Devs partner , not too good today x

Apparently Trevor and his partner Cloud want to put me in a care home 

4.30 pm still Devs partner x 

5 pm apparently Trevor wants to delete files from my devices 

still Devs partner x 

not listening to intelligence in recovery meetings 

if they think theyve asked permission or forgiveness they have not 

ive not agreed to talk to them there 

6.30 Bisto is not welcome to ruminate on my footage 

9 pm still Devs partner x 

130125 1.30 am uploaded a page 

still Devs partner x

130125 

expected to look after my addict brother , i have to be the ghost of my mother 

morning Dev still your partner , 8.30 am x

080125 , 070125 , 060125 , 050125 , 040125 , 030125

 BABY MOTHER IS THREATENING TO SIEZE DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

BABY MOTHER THREATENING SOME SORT OF RAID , also watch out for public holidays when the watch dogs are drunk

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie , chuckster, bisto

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselves ;clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

030125 

 

d spot 

he was watching the lesbian porn with me 

and i masturbated myself with a vibrator 

he wanted to join in 

and i said no just watch 

22 minutes 

n i was always waiting for this  

ole

 

7 pm

still in love with Dev x 

9 pm uploaded a page x

030125 10.30 pm done some work on page 6 x 

stil in love with Dev 

040125

Dev is my current partner ...

12 pm dad's sister is dissing me on the forum . When I look after her nephew to save her from disgrace 

12.40 Dev is my partner 

1.30 amended the last page

2.40 thanks for the article,  I'm making more amendments Dev x

An open relationship ? Not in real life , I would probably move on x

3.30 pm does an open relationship mean watching chops do a pizza of me ?

040125 6 pm still Devs partner x

7.30 pm

Fleur is harassing me

10.30 worked on the book x 

050125

3 am uploaded a page x 

11.40 am Dev is my partner x 

2.20 pm Trevor you need to mingle more . If you're always talking to the same woman people will assume you're partners 

Dev us my partner x

3 pm I dont want botox on my face x

4.20 pm k well i dont know yet if i would do that 

5 pm k it wasnt Dev who mentioned the botox x 

not listening to inteligence in recovery meetings 

if you want permission or forgiveness or anything the answer is no

hunnie and goo not welcome 

050125 9.30 pm 

got a dripping tap to deal with 

still Devs partner x thanks for the article 

10 pm worked on a page x 

careful saying i have dementia because chops said i dont know what day it is , so thats all coming across 

 

050125 10.30 pm 

oh the ring stack ! yes everyone had those in my day 

building blocks , those wooden boxes with shapes that you slot in blocks of the same shape 

all these problem solving toys set you up for a life of creative problem solving ! 

and the dirt ! yes we were allowed to play in the road, to wander the woods unaccompanied 

people say it was safer in those days and i dont think it was 

its just thats what was expected at the time 

even at a very young age i appreciated that freedom and was aware of it 

of how lucky i was to travel on the bus with just my brother 

we were 10 and 11 years old , travelling to the swimming pool and buying sweets 

those bus journeys were so exciting ! 

 

10.40 pm Dev is my partner x  

 

060125 2 am uploaded a page  

 

 

thanks Dev x

060125 

Dev is my partner 

 

 5.45 pm worked on two pages of edit x 

 

6.30 pm still Devs partner

 

9 pm done some more editing 

still Devs partner x  

 

070125 2 am still Devs partner x  

11 am Dev is my partner x  

6 pm

I visited my addict brother today
He was nice but monosyllabic
I feel as if my soul has walked

 

7.45 pm edited a page x  

Dev is my partner  

 

070125 did some more editing 

Dev is my partner x  

 

080125 3 am uploaded a page 

Dev is my partner x  

11.30 am morning Dev thanks for being my partner x  

4.40 pm still Devs partner x

5.40 sorry Dev I thought I had it covered.  Will try to be more vigilant 

6 pm I think my Dad would have said yes to Dev especially considering who he's friends with 

I can see why people think Trevor but he's allowed Cloud to become his mother , therapist , lover , support worker... I don't think I could be all those things for him  

 

Getting all your needs met through one person  

030125 , 020125 , 010125 , 311224 ,  301224 , 291224

BABY MOTHER PLANNING TO ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES  PLEASE CAN YOU NOT

The harpie is not welcome   . Women who've come to take the mick are not welcome

...

BABY MOTHER THREATENING SOME SORT OF RAID , also watch out for public holidays when the watch dogs are drunk

PLEASE CAN YOU NOT ABDUCT DEV FOR MATING DUTIES 

Trevor is threatening to remove my youtube channel 

 

hunnie , chuckster, bisto

throw , clockwork, plating

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome. Are not welcome to watch footage of my bedroom , nor is auntie

TREVOR IS STOPPING MY YOU TUBE VIDEOS BEING PROCESSEDPlease can you not abduct Dev for mating duties Cloud is not welcome or twinkle pole or the authormy book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember see below , the harpie is not welcome to it i opt out of people  putting it into AI to train themselves ;clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK ; throw , clockwork

harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble , hunnie are not welcome

 

291224 3 am uploaded a page x 

 

still in love with Dev  

11 am morning Dev still in love with you x 

1.30 pm Dev what im supposed to see I cant see anything x

2.40 pm what im seeing is you and Bisto

291224 3.20 pm oh I need to do more exercise ! OK yes I'm hoping to swim once a month . Not the gym because of the rubber off gassing.  And some indoor stuff 

OK thanks Dev still in love with you x  

291224 11 pm 

that video of the two lesbians again 

and one of the straight people , one woman and several men 

then watching both together 

with people watching 

all a bit of a blur 

stilll in love with Dev x 

301224 dont think im angry with you . Its the author passing memes through my vulnerable friend . I cant get out of it because of the vulnerable friend 

The author is a gang stalker agree but I'm fond of the vulnerable friend . And she's very extremely vulnerable 

301224 3.30 am uploaded a page 

11.30 am morning Dev still in love with you x 

9 pm i wanted to leave the book alone for a bit actuallly . Apparently you return to it with a sharper sense 

my painting is nothing ? im a bit worried about this 

uploaded a page of spontaneous notes 

youre comparing me to bisto 

i think i need to do a painting course for my sanity x 

9.45 still in love with Dev x and hey ... you have a book to write too ! 

3 am uploaded a page 

ok i will get back on the editing tomorrow . i just thought the idea of a break was good to get perspective . youre probably seeing sharks circling x

thanks Dev for pointing it out 

311224 11.30 am morning Dev Still in love with you x

2 30 pm words turn to stone after youve written them . Yesterday's news 

Still in love with Dev x

uploaded a page 

311224 6 pm thanks Dev ive re written that last page x 

10 pm started working on a second draft with more of a story line. Needs more narrative in it x

still in love with Dev 

Trevor and Cloud have popped up together in my 12 step feed to tell me that i take things personallly . they are not interested in the 12 steps especially cloud 

 

actually being stalked is pretty personal 

i think Dev i have done some good poetry , but my story writing lacks something , it looks more like an essay , you know and i question whether this is my calling 

11.30 I suppose if sharks are circling there must be something good 

010125 1.40 am happy new year Dev ! ❤️

3 am uploaded a page 

12.40 pm still in love with Dev 

010125 1.40 pm uploaded a page x 

thanks for advice Dev 

6.30 pm still in love with Dev x

9 pm uploaded a page x 

still in love with Dev x 

010125 11 pm done some editing 

ive marked a point at which the story stops flowing , where i can work from x 

020125 1.20 am trying to find a poemMike used to quote  arise like a fire burning all before  

He also had Kiplings IF on the wall 

3 am uploaded a page 

020125 11.50 am morning Dev still in love with you 

Trevor and baby mother threatening to mess with my meds 

2 pm ive worked on pages 2 and 3 x 

3.30 pm still in love with Dev x

Apparently Trevor and baby mother plan to delay my sick note so I lose my benefits 

4 pm thanks Dev for the article hug

6.30 pm Trevor is getting my neighbours to make vomiting noises 

9 pm the love bombers is entirely fictional doh ... 

still in love with Dev x 

9.30 pm uploaded a page x i noted you think its time to turn a corner with the book 

10.30 worked on another page 

11.30 pm fleur and his married harpie are harassing me as a way to titilate themselves 

030125 2 am still in love with Dev x 

4.40 pm I advised my cleaning lady to write a book . And start at the most exciting point in your life . You can go further back later on