12.36pm

straddling the atlantic 






test

4.33am

witch hunt

mission creep fusion centres

unparliamentary act 

looking a bit rough 




**************

I was just looking for somewhere to park

where you seemed to be building a new house ... 





5.22am 

Velvet Underground lyrics

interfering with the audio feed 

Trippy Headwrong

Hitchock had a boyfriend ... 

foppish hair 

looking like totally undesigned 

the dirt the lights the prickly heat 

jolts of nervous energy

jerks of anxious pressure  

the nagging pain of vulnerable exposure 

a feverish tempest of wrath coursing through her veins 

jackhammering

the g spot crunches 

a stronghold of the embattled regime, where lethal chemical weapons 
are developed ... 

rebels and authorities working in cahoots
brazenly infringing on the charter
taking up arms

intends to substantially increase its production of enriched uranium
to stop it reaching the hands of the insurgents 

centrifuges capable of enriching uranium five times faster in breach of board resolutions 
a most unfortunate game changer

shortening the timeline for producing a weapons worth of fragile material 
the letter smacks of defiance at a time when draconian sanctions have depleted its oil revenues





misc draft 3pm, 1.02.13. 

and what if there had been 
more help available .... that was 
by far my longest relationship and one
i never really recovered from ... and the joke
is that yous have him down as a black sheep ... 



13.31, 1.01.13.  

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yS8eZLNpFJI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7z3TPwOT31g

4pm, 2.02.13. 

sort of Kurt Cobain figure

he was just very spontaneous 
which meant acting out all the nasty stuff as well ... 

the raging hormones of youth jackhammering
where the g spot crunches ... shots
of nervous shock the nagging 
pain of exposure a fevered
tempest coursing her 
veins a fugue of 
severe mental
stress

enriching the uranium 
the mods were on the uppers
they like the buzz 

digging my grave 
a tishooo the liquid smoke 
the fat lady sings a flatmate from hell 
a slot machine the traffic lights 
you smell of dirt 

misc notes/draft 

12.19pm, 1.02.13. 

gbh threats ... i just don't really relate though
you know i get gbh threats whatever i do ....

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yous are a bunch of neanderthals if you like therapy so much why don't yous go yourselves
because yous are cowards and don't want the humiliation of explosing your own vulnerable parts ....

12.03pm

speaking to those that need it that is ... i mean part of a new mental health strategy would be some guidelines for people with tourettes and dissociative disorders that cause them to be very invasive and damaging of other clients recoveries 

the system is set up to support cult ritual abuse .... 

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people seem to think the sexual abuse in her family is OK because it results in obedience ... 


17.45

I appreciate she doesnt want to remember the trouble is she's addicted to standing in her bedroom watching me with binoculars ... 

4.45am 
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6am 

so apparently its ok to sexually abuse children if it makes them more productive ? i haven't heard of this before .... 


as a dad he says Im just a goofball. 'Im flawed Im funny. I use all the wrong language. But the kids are never in danger. When it comes to, like linear awareness of where the kids are, coming up on the counter, watching the step, keeping them all safe, Im like super-worry dad. You have to be man'