10am 

why did they not close in on me earlier 

i did wonder 

it must have been either a threat 

or they were worried how it would look 

a man feels he has to stand for something 

which my brother would say is 

worrying what people think ... 



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its like of on their terms 

thats because they havent been 

permitted to develop 




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and men do have sensitive feelings 

in fact most of the songs and poems witten 

throughout history are written by men 


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a mans right to be vulnerable 

yes we can't have it both ways 

either a man is allowed to have sensitive 

feelings or he isn't ... 

like he's supposed to lump it when his children 

are taken away and just soldier on 

n we wonder why he forgets birthdays ... 


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n again its an historic work on masculinity 


to me pornography is when i buy 

a cd of people i don't know 

having sex which i have 

done on occasion 

n is not really pornography 

is something else 

n i am to try a new tack 

where its ok to have 

cover versions 

n its ok for me to 

move on from them ... 


924am 020214

Scarey has done a very impressive piece 

about fatherhood and masculinity 

a mans right to be vulnerable and uncertain ... 

to be wrong to be flexible excellent 

its slightly spoiled by the sarcastic remark 

about pornography 

Scarey if your idea of marriage 

is watching cover versions of your wife 

that is fine ... and so is the right 

to not like it ... 

sex n the stix 

n she enjoyed the first pages of his book 

just see what happens 

2020

tahnkyou Dev 

Dev has organised 

some publicity for her 

n apparently there could be 

some financial consequences 

is she were to shag Sophie ... n not 

really sure whether to take that on board 

MR MULLIGAN PLEASE WILL Y OU REFRAIN 

FROM PERCUSSING ON MY WALL 


1843

MR MULLIGAN IS COMMENCING PERCUSSIONS 

HE IS NOT WELCOME 

I DO NOT WANT HIM COMMUNICATING WITH ME 

THROUGH THE WALLS 

HE IS A VERY ABUSIVE AND LONELY MAN 

lager wants her tubes mashed 

1516

mulligan is percussing 

mrs basett is percussing 

neither of them ever has a shared experience 

with anybody 

Lager is out front practicing 

her sex noises using child acresses

none of them are welcome ... 

yes i should really keep my nose out of my 

own business that is possible 

n the Holy Rum Gravy went ...


Dave from Devon 

he was the spitting image of Mick Jagger 

how long was it until i started being interested

in them as people 

Dave was a person 



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right I've got the american girl now 

how does a snog go 

i got off with two blokes on that study course 

one of whom i really liked 

the other one was for practice 

Sandra whipped her knickers on real fast 

she probably doesnt know 

that her pants were discussed 

thye have probaby disintegrated by now 

piss stained y fronts 

dreaded kerknickers 

stayed behind the cupboard for how long 

what makes me laugh is 

that some teenagers have romantic 

feelings n sweethearts n stuff 


1446

yesterday i said 

it was cool to be square 

to say square is a compliment