2228

she has found the squeezebox

that she was looking for at the birdcage jump ...

sought to prey and masturbate 

now let us spray 






2134

suggestion for Splitz ... 

why not get into that  masochism thing 

that so captivated Trix 




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its good to cry Liz 

you've just lost your mother 

you're bound to be upset 

and were here for you 



is what you are supposed to say 

1929

oh God ... 

n i felt my soul lurch inside him 








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6pm

comrades in love 

4pm 

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n like your seeing yourself 

from the outside n hearing yourself 

rather than feeling and expressing love for the person 

from the inside .... n this obsession 

with orgasm is like trying to fall asleep 

it can become a complex if you don't nip it in the bud




n yeah performance stuff even when your on your own 

n am i copying her or is she copying me 

filming tape recording 

n someone once said it looks good 

n then you'd be obsessed with making another 

performance ... when the reason it looked good 

is it wasnt a performance ! 

n where Sophie is concerned 

i wonder if I'm his lost brother ... 

out of my top three Sophie seems least impressed 

with his cover versions 

n Lager has been feastin ... 

which would make Devn n I comrades 




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n thankyou Dev

Dev has kept me busy 

all morning chasing my own work 

which was vey good for me 

n now her feelings for Scarey reared up 

n she has publicised some of it n people can watch 

while Cashew makes it into a pizza 

is what always happens 

1319

Scarey darling ... 

n she still cries for him 

n every time she gives herself 

to Scarey someoe else always eats it 

she feels she has tried it many times 

n they has a still wonderful 

bad romance 

in poetry 




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n she still fancies him 

it has lost the urgent fire n intensity 



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she felt it went further than 

wha he actually did 

that he revealed some ideas about her 

that were quite deep seated 


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n what happened to her 

great love for Scarey 

cus she can understand the logic 

of what he did n Trix was so much worse ... so why did it die