061114

whats the difference 

between a nerd and a geek

a geek is more PC

I think your tone is quite inappropriate 

051114   6.30pm

you might just jog a braincell

all we can do is give him a taste 

of what it would be like 

to have positive people around 

00.54

I wonder what is the meaning of 'Kripkey'

on the Big Bang ... 

maybe the series was written by someone disabled ? 

021114, 5pm

interesting how you compared the autonomy 

of the individual to the autonomy of the group ... 

and the lack of rigidity 

allows for the diverse qualities within the individual

031114, 2.30pm

it would be pretty impossible 

to go through life without anything inappropriate happening 

041114 1pm

someone touched me inappropriately

by the end of the group I hope to have 

reclaimed my sexuality 

************

I think we've all come out of ourselves a bit 

we've felt safe enough to have a little go about things 

you could be passive aggressive 

or submissive aggressive 

like OK I've just had enough i give up on you 

051114

passive/aggressive : silent treatment, ignore, invalidate, 

manipultative, sarcasm , lying, damning with faint praise 

condescending , incongruence 

I don't think people gave the 'Luxury Comedy' 

much of a chance

it was an embryonic idea that i felt had alot of spiritual potential 

and needed for people to believe it

which they were too cynical to do 

i just caught my aunt ( mothers sister ) 

trying to manipulate me

i felt she was dropping hints

that i could contact my brother more often

so i asked her do you think he needs more attention

She said that maybe i could phone him up again

and ask him what he wants to talk about.

I explained to her that i don't feel that is good for my recovery

and suggested maybe she could phone him herself.

Which she has now agreed to do !

amazes me sometimes

its difficult to put the simplest things into words

4pm 

I had quite a good week 

being at the group 

made me realise that Ive lost a part of myself 

and I'm having to feel it