technology

the network has come to a standstill
like in that 70's series 
The Changes i think it was called ... 

washing machines
that take 3 hours and rot your clothes

the fib 
have targeted southern trains 
because of my rejection of Fritz ... 

technology

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im cracking up ... 

when robots break down 
and can't drive the tram
where can i find a human please ? 

thirty pounds on a taxi ... 

arriving home at ten at night 
after a take away dinner 
to a washing machine that takes three hours ! 


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ten pounds for a lightbulb ... 

technology 
has brought us to a place 
we can't get a train 
or use the phone 
an i can't see your face
there's a screen in the way
i wonder if we'll ever meet again ... 

to get rid of wrinkles ... 

just eat like a pig ! 

when at the age of nine

you remarked 

the older i get the less clever i seem to be 

now at the age of fifty three 

turning more normal apparent-ly !

after a spell in a mental home
finally coming into your own ...
i taught you to make music from old bones
and how to appreciate people on the phone ! x

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as daily mishaps continue to grow
a score of nephews in tow ! 


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you don't know where its going to go 
this muse passing to and fro ...

in spite of sitting next to another person i find difficult.
She kept falling towards me as she was asleep
so i moved on chair away
which i felt a bit guilty about
but was finding it distracting.


someone complimented me about my shares on the way out
and gave me a warm hug ...
always a great reason to go to a meeting
to get those hugs !
and to warm my heart at the fire of a 12 step meeting !
my frozen heart ...
if only i could keep that feeling with me always ...

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I love you Mummy
please get better for us
you're a very special Mummy
so warm and kind
a blanket of love 
we all love you 

let me give you a cuddle