song : the perfect star

you are the perfect star 

the moon is celebrating 
your birth 

Meelah 
what a pretty little girl 
wonder how your life unfolds 
how i love my little niece 
like you are the missing piece 

the moon 
is celebrating 
the birth of my niece ! 

I've got children 

coming out of my ears 

rehab

don't know about them gossiping and bitching about me ? 
she actually has a large mole 
on the end of her nose 

it isn't your mug
why should i have to save it for you ? 

are you hinting ? 

hey thanks Ben its good to hear from you. 

i try to be straight with people where possible 

that ego thing it kind of contagious 

now i feel possessive about the mug myself ! 

this is war ! 

its good to get there early 

so we can put the chairs out 

and get the kettle on and stuff

a storm in a  teacup 

070417    noon 

i wrote an email 
to my friend from the sex addicts meeting 
and accidentally posted it to my advocate ! 

meh autocomplete ... 

20.47

the pedophile next door 
has had two dogs in there barking all day 

020417  12.30 pm

starved of love and light 
they take bites out of me 

my daddy is dying 
still knocking back the wine 
that poisons his kidneys 
there isn't much time 

oh please daddy please 
do the impossible 

n I've cried every tear