Sunday, 11 June 2017

Wednesday, 7 June 2017

oh this is torture ! 

I looked out to sea 
the world was spinning around me 
n im yanked about 
up 100 ft in the air 

the merciless machine 
wont put me down 
n i can't get off 

looking up a 100 ft pole
is this supposed to be fun ? 






song : my dream

Ill never make it 

where is my adrenaline buzz ? 
how far will i get ? 


we couldn't glide today 

if the wind changes 
I'm on this roller coaster 
i was all psyched up 

n now I'm empty handed 
n have lost control 

living with uncertainty 
oh when will i fly ? 







the fox hunting thing is just staggeringly ignorant ! 
almost as much as Trump's comments about women … 
a world where its ok to abuse women and animals, great ! 

terrorism in France put an end to the anti Trump protests 
which was a real shame, because they were massive , 
bit of a riddle … 

as for flower power
thats how Gandhi won the independence of India ! 








Tuesday, 6 June 2017

Saturday, 3 June 2017

030617     4pm  and 070617 

pretentiously submissive 

i didnt really enjoy sex so much 
when i was young 
it was just something you did
and riddled with dishonesty 
the same thing could happen to me now 
i just get hypnotised by a relationship 

as I've got older 
I'm more genuine
and my sexual experiences have become more intense




















030617    4pm

i find at this group 
i fancied someone once 
but i felt he was too vulnerable 
to disclose it 

another person tried to hit on me 
but that was all fairly amicable 

others have been mildly flirtations 
and that hasn't been a problem
I've had no incidents
and generally feel safe here

a place where you can say pretty much anything ...
funny that because usually 
its all men