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but when it comes to the crunch 

it all seems to go out the window !
i just can't stand up to you 

Im like a budgie in a cage 
these words the bars 

screened off from human faces 

song : I can't write no song

I don't know 
how to write a song 
aint got no chorus 
only my emotions

dont understand no chords 
or no rhythm ... 





© Lizarrik 160817

I feel awkward bumping into him around town 
remembering all the rubbish SM things i said to him 
how did i get into that with a guy i didnt even fancy ? 
I've told him i don't want any further contact 
and i don't 

the fib are doing stuff to my infrastructures and medical package 
in the hope of forcing me back to Fritz 

the schizophrenics

herded like cattle 
the doors slamming shut behind me 

the schizophrenics

going through all that 
is enough 
to make anyone schizophrenic 

song : a jab in your arse

i got soaked through
theres water in my shoe
 

the last vestiges of reality
slipping away from me
this twisted heart
accused of lying

I feel hurt
that you expected me to do that
you say you didnt ?
at least thats how i felt

they kind of pull you apart
they rip you to pieces
blown to smithereens

n then they hold you down
n jab it in your arse