song : Id rather jump off a cliff

insecure and wretched 
one day that wind is coming inside 
needy i cling 
id rather jump off a cliff 
than ask a soul to help me 

and be rejected 
my speech has withered away 
i got the Christmas blues 
no partner no children 
no parents and no friends 

n now that we've switched off the phone  
the alarm bell rings 
n i can see right into your eyes 
n its not appropriate 

n i dont wanna feel my feelins 

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my frequency of default 

no-one to bring me a tea 
n im zick 

n of course its the status that counts 
n i nearly forgot to pay 

song

insecure and wretched
one day that wind is coming inside ...

needy and clingy
id rather jump off a precipice
than ask a soul for help

rejected
my speech has
withered away

i got the Christmas blues
no partner, no children,
no parents, no friends

n now that we've switched off the phone
the alarm bell rings
i could see right into your eyes
n its not appropriate

n i dont wanna
feel my feelins 

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n i dont wanna
feel my feelins 

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n now that we've switched off the phone 
the alarm bell rings 
i could see right into your eyes
n its not appropriate 

E = MC2

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i got the Christmas blues 

no partner, no children, 
no parents, no friends 

song : a second class citizen

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everyone who fights                             A
never asked to be born 
no right to live 
don't belong in this world 

a second class citizen                             B
unborn and unloved

no monkey mother                                 A
n who gives a damn 
she went to a party                                C
with lonely souls 

i caught your mood                             C
feels very disturbed

the party went home                           D
I'm left here alone 

to sweep up the dust                          B
defeated at last 
leave you here like this                      A
only snatching a word