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n i can't break free of him 
though he hurts me so 

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he looks really shrunken 
like he might be gonna die 

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my angry bones 

a flesh meeting 

i can tell my head 
but my heart and soul don't get it 

he found her dead 

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so i smashed a cup 
and threw him down the stairs 

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watching him suffer 
i claw my way out of this hole 

i stagger backwards
reeling from the impact of his words 

his tear stained face 
please come back in 
please I'm begging you 

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roughed up  i will get a reaction out of her , see ... 

he's got me all churned up , all disturbed
what do i do with his volatile anger ? 

he scores 
she is humiliated 

i will get a reaction out of her , see 

n look at her making a fuss 
she's very impressionable 
its like being in a horror film 

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the adrenalin, the fear, the love 
all really bad for me 
n he brings out the worst in me 

i was in the presence 
of something that had no brain 

it doesnt matter 
what happens to her 
she is good for nothing anyway 
let him shout at her 

the vulnerable person 
is being used as a dogsbody 

oh look 
she's feeling sorry for herself ... 

ill change when I'm ready