240818 

the ill people 
think I'm well 
and the well people 
think I'm ill 

220818 

theres a cogwheel missing 

i try to record the dog 
and it stops barking ! 
how could it possibly know ? 

210818 

im insecure 
so i lash out 

the footage 
didnt show our faces 

im unacceptable 

200818 

im jealous and manipulative 
i seem to blow it 
unreasonable 
when i expect my man to mother me 

n then I'm play acting 
just to get attention 

when people get close to me 
they find someone 
who doesnt really want to be here 
in my heart of hearts 

190818 

nobody can handle my feelings 
a monkey deprived of its mother 
has to cling to something 
even made of wire 

i harass people 
and terrorise them 
to feel close to you 
and then to lose you 
i couldn't bear it 

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like an animal struggling to breathe

then I'm walking down the road 

with my head down looking shifty

a real dodgy character
feeling disconnected , 

invincible and alienated

160818

you havent used your ovaries ! 
you are but half a woman 
what about your hormones ! 

i am worthless 
set in preservative