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you are what you feel i would say 

 

 

 

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my aunt says im not really depressed 

ok so i will ditch all my medications then shall i  ? 

stepmother continues to comparey my artwork to my professional artist cousin 

i wasnt aware there was supposed to be a rivalry between us ... 

 

 

 

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thankyou so much for these shares
im fighting the sugar. Really difficult day mood wise , feeling angry and down
at times and at others triumphant , when i avoided an opportunity to use a substance


this is actually starting to work i feel more alive

 

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they are trying to kidnap number 6 

 

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seems like they have already got him 

maybe if baby mother gets the baby she wants 

she will leave him alone 

 

 

 

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well i have felt perfectly soulmated with several people like that actually
and in retrospect i was only with them because of my disease
and it was in that respect that we were matched


it was oh so perfect ...


a friend of mine went speed dating
and met 6 soul mates in an afternoon !

 

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author also invading the 12 step meetings with spam actors 

making mortal threats against my family 

 

 

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lantern thinking