Historically, guilt was established by observed driving symptoms, such as weaving; administering field sobriety tests, such as a walking a straight line heel-to-toe or standing on one leg for 30 seconds; and the arresting officer's subjective opinion of impairment. The officer must correctly perform the Field Sobriety Tests (FSTs) that are approved by the National Highway Transportation Safety Administration (NHTSA). The Department of Transportation explains the Field Sobriety Test as, "a battery of three tests administered and evaluated in a standardized manner to obtain validated indicators of impairment and establish probable cause for arrest." Starting with the introduction in Norway in 1936 of the world’s first per se law which made it an offense to drive with more than a specified amount of alcohol in the body, objective chemical tests have gradually supplanted the earlier purely elegant judgmental ones. Limits for chemical tests are specific for blood alcohol concentration or concentration of alcohol in breath

2.45am    25.02.13. 

shit Ill have to try to make it look like I was there 

or like I wasn't 

like I was at least trying to walk in a straight line ...

don't know whats with the bright light on that other thing 

I can't even remember where that was 

or it being that bright even 

buckwheat fireweed honey

One of the most popular honeys comes from a tall perennial herb grown in the open woods of North West US. Dark in color, it has its own way of being sweet and complex at the same time. It has an extraordinary smooth, delicate, and buttery taste which is great for gourmet cooking, baking,glazing, BBQ grilling, meat & fish smoking,  a strong taste and pungent spicy aroma full bodied and rich in iron 

commonly served with ham, chicken, lamb, seafood and cold dishes and goes well with strong, black coffee. Prized since ancient times due to its medicinal properties

23.33, 24.02.13. 

this is made by mad hornets the strongest stinging insect that lives

inside a football with hexagon cells 

and eat slivers of wood 



Adult hornets and their relatives (e.g., yellowjackets) feed themselves on nectar and sugar-rich plant foods. Thus, they can often be seen on the sap of oak trees, rotting sweet fruits, honey and any sugar-containing foodstuffs. Hornets frequently fly into orchards to feast on over-ripe fruit. Hornets tend to gnaw a hole into fruit to be totally immersed in its meat. A person who accidentally plucks a fruit with a feeding hornet can be attacked by the disturbed insect.

The adults prey on various insects as well, which they kill with stings and jaws. Due to their size and the power of poison, hornets are able to kill large or dangerous insects such as honey bees, grasshoppers and locusts without difficulty or much effort. The victim is fully masticated and then fed down in the form of slurry to the larvae developing in the nest, rather than consumed by the adult hornets. Given that some of their prey are considered pests, hornets may be considered beneficial under some circumstances


they leave their buzz on the honey giving it a cola like caustic fizz 

that is kind of a bit abrasive and sandpapery rather like nuzzling stubble 

extremely high in protein 

some of the varieties have hallucinogenic and healing properties akin to blue corn syrup 

that spring goes very far down 

and all sorts of catacombs down there 




00.29am 25.02.13. 

sorry ... 

not that i did it on purpose mind 

i was just scared you know ... 

20.21

the legs and 

arms all twisted 

misc notes/draft 

gangland murders

smooth criminals disguised as gangsters

gamblers 

a bowl of fruit and variables ... 

13.24

nervy jumpy beats 

frothing at the mouth 

a horrible stomach churning place/ pace 

12.44pm

misc notes/draft 



a bullet came whistling towards him
edge of his palm had been skimmed by the shot, a wound that would leave a burned-out blackened scar that is still visible now

When he glanced down, he saw swollen flesh
he watched a man's hand "open like a flower" from a bullet wound
one of the most vicious gangland feuds in the UK
retaliated in kind

caught up in a criminal network of drugs and guns
For years, this wrathful thing raged on

internicine

to kill one another with startling regularity
the two warring sides 

 firearm homicides i
I don't see borders or divisions. I deal with everyone on an individual level.
two bitterly divided gangland factions 
an untrained actor plucked from the streets 
heavy-handedness

Even now, hatred of the police runs deep
a big anger source
dabbling in illegal activity


unfairly targeted by police

hatred of the police runs deep

A generation of young men got drawn into drugs, guns and other criminality
living your life on the road, looking over your shoulder, constantly on the brink of paranoia in case you unwittingly venture into enemy territory


When you're at the wheel, you sit leaning back, low down in your seat so that your face is hidden

this chaotic environment

Neither of them could get any traction within their communities

a kind of frenetic energy

Thompson and Duffus tried to get key gangland figures on board without success

I'm not a conflict revolutionist

bowls of fresh fruit

it would be a long and difficult process, but that the most important thing was "to keep pedalling the bicycle"

You have to take a lot of personal and political pain to keep this going and there will be setbacks…

 this was a grassroots movement rather than an initiative imposed from on high

He seems to exist in a perpetual state of heightened awareness, primed and ready for whatever might come his way

a tangible sense that violence still pulses close to the surface




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that was cashew reviewing me masturbating 

cashew forcing people to masturbate in front of officers 

is classed as a form of torture how is that inviting peace ... 

I curse you and your family forever ... 




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and arm if you have done primary school maths you might notice that not everyone gets a truce with me numskull

are you getting a headache yet because i am going to be smashing your skull on the concrete all day ... 

12.16


misc draft 

they say he is the spitting 
image of ...... even though the father is ...... 

demonstrations 

***************

pucker eggs

my whipped heart 

food processor 

masticating  

stomp 

chewing  

Frank Incence 

thats triggered my thinky thing that actually I really don't 

want to be in and is my own droblem ... 




Abu Quatada 

hedging your bets 

11am



I stagger backwards
and crash into a large terracotta
flowerpot ... and then hide behind 
an unarmed sculpture that looks just like me ...