the pedophile next door 

is making alot of noise every night with his dog ... 

the fib are interfering with my tv equipment 

and encouraging the neighbours to bother me 

in the hope i will be reined with Fritzle ... 

17.48

when i get on the bus

i just swipe the air ! 

even air traffic controllers 

make mistakes ... 

130816    4pm

I feel attracted to inappropriate people 

purely because they are inappropriate , 

they're too young, or too old, or married 

or theyre a celebrity or whatever ... 




140816 

when i first went on benefits 

I said to my brother 

that I'm going to pretend to be mentally ill 

in order to get more money ... 

Then some years later, I'm sectioned and put in a mental home ... 

and i don't really know whether i caused my illness myself 

or why i should want to do that . 


I couldn't face life without my violent boyfriend 

who made earning a living impossible 

and was scared i couldn't afford transport 

when i needed to get away from him ... 


OK so why was i in love with a violent schizophrenic in the first place ? 

she's worried she might accidentally shoplift again


she remembered something else 

when she had a violent boyfriend 

her daddy was banging on the door crying 

and she wouldn't answer ... 

I might seem like an intelligent woman 

but i am not all there ... 

21.51

I've never been arrested 

although i have certainly done things that are illegal ... 

20.21

technology bringing us full circle 

just like The Changes ... 




https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oKT6RR88SkY