kebabs 

pitta va disappointment ... 

song : flying

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time to pay the piper 
just to feel again 
a deadly lottery 
this morbid terror 

with already 3 hip injuries 
and brittle ankles ... 

paragliding is my dream 
shall i give it up ? 

what if i get injured ? 
what if i fail 
and get too scared ... 

n I've got so much to lose 
that i can't normally see 
you can't see it in the complacency 
only when you risk it all  


just to fly 
risking that fall 

angry 

paranoid 

n now I've turned on a friend 
offended him 
and blocked him by mistake 

thrill seekers anonymous

I'm going to be so disappointed 
if i can't go paragliding, 
i will be devastated ...

where will my next adrenaline fix come from ? 

torturing myself 
n im terrified 

a psychotic episode 
staggering around like I'm drunk 
bumping into things 

n now I'm a suicide hotline 
n im reelin ... 

how come the terror attack in Manchester 
that happened on Monday 
was not in the papers until Wednesday ?