310119 / 010219
veiled threats
no bad romance, no excitement
of chancing on someone
no nothing left to lose
an abomination
the harpie Nic and emerald clockwork and petra are not welcome to read my blog or use me in any way , there are thoughts in your own head huns
Thursday, 31 January 2019
Wednesday, 30 January 2019
300119
four hours of war games
gunfire n screaming
so now they've hacked my internet history
and built a profile
of which platforms i use
how can she possibly enjoy it
if she doesnt have a choice
open your mouth
before you open your legs
saying what we want to happen
in the bedroom
even if we've asked
n sometimes it goes unprotected
four hours of war games
gunfire n screaming
so now they've hacked my internet history
and built a profile
of which platforms i use
how can she possibly enjoy it
if she doesnt have a choice
open your mouth
before you open your legs
we struggle with this ourselves
to have a voice
saying what we want to happen
in the bedroom
even if we've asked
n sometimes it goes unprotected
Tuesday, 29 January 2019
rap song : even as i hold life in my hands
she wants to have a say
over who she gives her body to
you're so wrong for me
but you take my hand
to show me the lights
on the fading bridge
n it feel so right
lets just pretend
for God's sake
she threw herself under a horse ...
the audacity of it
who does she think she is !
n all the child carers
can walk free , free of mom
k great, so all the people in psychiatric hospitals
can take up their beds and walk !
can you touch your toes ?
take a pen out of your pocket ?
my neediness is not all bad
if someone gains remote access
to your computer
can they tamper with a pdf ?
they might delete a jpeg
but i don't think they can alter it
too busy to think
too tired to feel
8 quid for a light bulb
n verbal abuse from my brother
n im dozy, like a buzzy bee
his pain is contagious
emotional prostitution if you will
after paying for broadband
i can't afford to use the phone
hence why I'm here
i got my head in the clouds
n i can't concentrate
in a permanent state of shock
Saturday, 26 January 2019
rap song : under the glass floor
260119
so where were we ?
i knew because
people were uploading my drafts
just seconds before me
like who wants to hear
a man talking about his balls
expressing a sexual thought
is seen as a pitch
everything stops
with a kind of reverence
n I'm under the glass floor
unable to buy or sell
im not responsible
for his behaviour
even if A WOMAN IS TALKING ABOUT SEX
so where were we ?
i knew because
people were uploading my drafts
just seconds before me
like who wants to hear
a man talking about his balls
expressing a sexual thought
is seen as a pitch
everything stops
with a kind of reverence
n I'm under the glass floor
unable to buy or sell
im not responsible
for his behaviour
even if A WOMAN IS TALKING ABOUT SEX
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