Monday, 31 May 2021

010621

i do know what its like 

to lose touch with your feelings 

have you tried looking at a page of emoticons 

see if they trigger anything ? 

 

 

 

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number 6 then resorted to a threatening email 

about a woman being broken into at night 

ive put it in spam after taking a screen shot 

and put his profile on ignore 

 

 

 

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number 6 wants to have a baby with Nic 

and is dissing me on the forum 

to make himself feel justified 

coward

 

 

 

 

Sunday, 30 May 2021

310521

dizzy wobbly shaky 

still my guitar slowly melts 

 

 

 



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ha ha the fairy mousie laughs and says that birdies have bigger wings ! <3
she darts about in the upper branches












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I had my astra Zeneca jab yesterday which put me out of my mind a bit
and then I watched a visualization
where you go to the land of the elves where hobbits and stuff reside

I slept for 10 hours after that
and went to a gnomes party with a band playing

there in the crowd were some estranged relatives standing together !
but I couldn't reach them
only some service users that said they didn't know me

today I have the sense that there are real fairies about
living amongst the flowers in an alternate universe





Saturday, 29 May 2021



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I think if you pull the other way
they will either follow you or you will reach someone else