010721

gnashing my teeth 

 

 

 

 

300621

I think usually women are not trying to get raped .
some couples have masochistic games going on
which goes all the way back to little Bo peep really

in recent years such people speak of a ' safe word '
which has not been enough explored I think

even in Victorian times it was considered
that a woman saying no was to be pursued for her hand in marriage
by her ardent suitor and he would wear her down

and I know many a Christian wife who was ' wooed ' in this way

my suggestion is that if people have not decided on a safe word
they could just say safe word

because people sometimes are uncertain how they feel about it
they are exploring they haven't decided
but if someone says ' safe word ' it means
look I really don't want this I have seriously finished with you



also if they block you on social media put your

email into spam and say they want nothing to do with you

you can satisfy yourself they have moved on

 

300621

classicism is dead ?


so I started off studying classical art and architecture
and became something of a classicist

then I met someone in my twenties who turned me right around
and I became this very lefty woke person new age kind of thing
and thought that classicists were right wing

and now I have a bit of an identity crisis about it
because my classical stuff I really like some of what I did
and wonder if it still has any value for me
although the greek influences kind of bring it together
and I just noticed that I prefer Greek Architecture to Roman
they were more into their aesthetics

I believe when the Queen dies
that 100 odd years of British traditions are going with her ...
so that the classical influences will be more of a relic
and even the language is changing
from being mostly Latin influences with a bit of Greek and German
and Celtic

I wonder where Lady Gaga is with this stuff now
because she was also a classical artist and still is
when she does some operatic singing
but has mostly turned her influences to pop 

 

 

 

300621

twitching muscles 

 

 

 

300621

 

baby mother is on the warpath 

she sent a spam actress to the supermarket 

to tell me im getting old 

and then targetted me with perfumes 

to affect my bladder 

third time recently she has done this chemical warfare 

very surreptitiously 

because she doesnt want the supermarket owners to know about it 

 

 

 

 

300621

i see warnings that i will have the author foisted on me 

so i be on the lookout for that ...