290224

spoit for choice ! 

a taxi driver went the wrong way 

then i went back to that porn film 

and entered it with a view 

to shagging the girl 

which i did for a bit 

i can do lesbianism 

with a man watching if you know what i mean 

this is going to give me a stroke ! 

 

 

 

 290224

No 6 and I are protecting the world from no 2 relationship with cloud 

 280224 

baby mother taking number 6 out of the country for mating duties

Chucky is on the warpath 

 280224

Mysic 

 240224

The author thinks I'm responsible for her

She blames me for what her dad did 

She makes no effort to use professional help

Even though she has benefits to pay for it she spends the money in booze 

You rarely see her helping anyone 

And

I do apologise for how I handled things in 2008

When she got between me and no 2  I shouldn't have been annoyed about it

She wants reparations in the form of sex !

Offer of a coffee back off the table

Unless she can meet me half way , this is killing me 

250224

Apparently no 2 is to offer me a job

I'll get back to you about it

K 

The idea of working is making me feel suicidal

but thanks for the offer 

I'll have a coffee with the author if she stops trying to chat me up

260224

She puts alot of time and energy into gathering information about me 

270224

She's now harrassing me online so the coffee is off the table 

280224

After talking with the author I feel like a piece of Swiss cheese 

 240224 , 230224

No 2 and baby mother have claimed responsibility for a decision where I can't spend a small inheritance on repairs to my home but must instead lose my benefits for a few months and then have to re-apply 

Apparently I was rioting

she says shes going to mess with my anti pschotic to give me something harmful  

 

I've moved my will

The author said that all male sex is rape

she uses coercion and fear to try to get me into bed , believes women should abstain from heterosexual relationships 

 id like to go to dignias 

I'll maybe speak to the author when I see her

220224 , she says she doesn't want to be forced to speak to me . I'll maybe just say hello and walk on then 

230224 , she says on the Internet she wants to be left alone . I'm open to speaking to her if I get the impression she wants me to 

I'm not offering to grovel or be her partner

 220224

k so i thought about an american soldier 

and some more pornography from the past 

some of which i made myself 

i managed to steer myself back on course 

id not have been able to read the bible in those days 

back to the porn, back on course, back to the porn 

its not where im happy 

n you did say it was casual