Friday, 15 November 2024

word jam 151124 the f spot

my book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember 

see below , the harpie is not welcome to it 

i opt out of you putting it into AI to train yourself

clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 
 



so i go over to this monument / cenotaph ,
and hes standing there jizzing in my face
and EVERYONE was there
managed to get to the g spot for a good 30 seconds
at the end
n she's had cyber sex with mental health professionals. And similarly if you can do that you can also spend time with the dead , her mothers arms around her

k so we're in a bistro place
and theres two lesbians at the next table
playing with each other
which inspires us to do it

right there on the dining chair
rock n roll
honing other pleasure spots

When the g spot is activated it's like a little tongue

k managed to do one of the rivals , with him watching, him doing her , her doing me , him doing me and round again ending up on the f spot
with no alcohol

someone left a pumkin carved on my route with a stake through it and a sticking plaster on it

k so the whole of chelsea watching
as we move from the c spot to the g spot
pressing our chests together
exploring with out hands
not somewhere we ought to be going
out here in the stables


5 minutes on the g spot without a sheet
there was some porn on tv
and an article from Dev about raunchy musicians
i landed with the porn
feeling depraved and funky
incurably wanton


i was brought up that way
nobody mentioned marriage or babies
it was all about pleasure , hedonism ,
sex drugs n rock n roll was the norm
overcoming threats of assault

a man watching his girlfriend have sex with another man
have a fantasty about someone you cant stand

i wasnt directly on the c spot but it was being pulled
so maybe e spot
i did Fleur for a while
and finishsed with a friend
and then the tutu right at the end
bit of a round trip


streaking protest for the disabled
how about a space hopper

mucked up in the head
im with the psychopaths



i feel like a dogs toy
there was a relative watching
shouting encouragment
n a glimpse of Lee at one point
yes get in that dirty little hole
said the relative
n theres the g spot , c spot , d spot , e, f ,


there were two guys trying to pull me out of a swamp
and i had to go where id be safe from the swamp
with all the harpies jeering
i needed to save my life
so i sang for all i was worth
g spot 17 minutes
the song of my home land
ive heard all my life
the strumming timbre of guitars
the resonance within

made it to the g spot in plenty of time
quite atomic
n not just theoretical
the implosion of a black hole
billions of light years away
is that the titles about

maybe its like a butterfly is a magical thing
but if I said ok now I want to manifest a butterfly
id be spoiling the surprise or something

Im haunted by the angel of my mother
k well that was quite fast
with a double dildo
and a friend helping out
yous were all watching
it was my parents house
and somebody walked in
to see what the noise was about
ended at the g spot

im experiencing a zombie apocalypse
social services are referring their care clients to whatever groups they can find , churches , social groups , support groups
So the attendees are being faced with very seriously ill peers

might have to retreat onto the Internet
To escape this dystopia


i needed some help from friends

i think i was fucking at the end i cant remember

wed got off the plane and not washed

took a detour via Texas

People have orgasmed while being abused, doesn't make it OK

Course we all do black magic to an extent when we gossip and cuss or make cartoons
its a miracle at my age
to move away from the clit
n be a player


n i didnt steer it at all this time
its like a roulette wheel
i truly did not know where it would stop
n there were a few things going on


n im grateful for it
in the face of so much abuse
no disabled person is privileged , they have signs and wonders stolen from them
the raging hormones jackhamering where the g spot crunches
n ladies if you feel his penis is the wrong size
try putting in a tampon




















Wednesday, 13 November 2024

 uploaded a page of edit 

151124 , 141124 

my book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember 

see below , the harpie is not welcome to it 

i opt out of you putting it into AI to train yourself

clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 
 
141124 11.30 pm 
 
so i go over to this monument / cenotaph , 
and hes standing there jizzing in my face 
and EVERYONE was there 
managed to get to the g spot for a good 30 seconds 
at the end  

151124 12.20 pm still I love with Dev hugs 

151124 2 pm started a page of edit will do some more later 
still in love with Dev x 

2.30 pm author moves near me and i wont speak to her  

151124 , 3 pm n she's had cyber sex with mental health professionals.  And similarly if you can do that you can also spend time  with the dead , her mothers arms around her
 

Sunday, 10 November 2024

 uploaded a page of edit 

151124 , 141124 , 131124 , 121124 , 111124

 my book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember 

see below , the harpie is not welcome to it 

i opt out of you putting it into AI to train yourself

 

clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 
 
111124 7.45 pm 
 
k so we're in a bistro place 
and theres two lesbians at the next table 
playing with each other 
which inspires us to have a fuck 
right there on the dining chair 
rock n roll 
honing other pleasure spots  

8 pm thanks for the articles Dev , still in love  with you ❤️ 

9 pm uploaded a page 

11 pm still in love with Dev hugs 

121124 12.25 am
I need to not have sex for a few days x

2.20 am still in love with Dev 

121124 10.40 am Trevor has done something to my phone 

4 pm had my tatoo ! It's got cling film on it at the moment 
Still in love with Dev x
5 pm thanks for the article x

5.50 pm I think some toxins have gone in the blood stream from the tatoo I feel a bit strange 

8.30 toxic reaction improved after a shower

9.50 pm uploaded a page of edit . i think ive written about 5000 words of edit , apparently this is only about 20 pages of a book ! 

131124 11.50 pm still in love with Dev 
sorry Dev ive not been well, forgot to post hugs 

1 pm still unwell from the toxins and dealing with dwp hugs 
3 pm the tattooist said the reaction is due to a drop in sugar levels and I've given up sugar ! Got some dried fruit 

4 30 had to have some sugar
Not seen Dev at all.today x

7.30 pm thanks for the articles Dev 

When the g spot is activated it's like a little tongue 

9 pm the author has just apologised for watching footage of my bedroom 

the apology is not accepted 

and i dont consent to her sending messages through our vulnerable friend
 
131124 10.20 pm uploaded a page of edit . still in love with Dev x 
 
im feeling a bit better now but not 100% 


141124 uploaded a page x 

11 .30 am thanks for the article Dev still in love with you 

6 pm bisto is hoping to get my medication changed 
She's hacking into my email and that of my vulnerable friend 

6.15 uploaded 2 pages of fiction 

141124 8.20 pm my sister in law is worming her way into all my contacts 
hoping to cut me off from the children 
she never forgave me reporting her for child abuse 

9 pm ive been ok today up till now ive taken paracetamol for an inflamed brain , worried about the tattoo chemicals , and that combined with the dwp interview stuff has me incapacitated hopefully not for too long 
i have ptsd

still in love with Dev x 

10 pm i dont feel well enough to have sex today hugs

Saturday, 9 November 2024

 uploaded a page of edit 

111124 , 101124 , 091124 

 my book is called the love bombers by Lacey Ember 

see below , the harpie is not welcome to it 

i opt out of you putting it into AI to train yourself

 

clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 
 
My  book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
see below please  , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI
 I opt out of it being used to train AI
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
 
051124 8.30 pm the author and Trevor are threatening to mess with my meds 
 
091124 11.40 pm 

k managed to do one of the rivals , with him watching, him doing her , her doing me , him doing me and round again ending up on the f spot 
with no alcohol 
 
There was blood on the tampon 

101124 , 2.45 am still in love with Dev x

My childhood was very scatological 

2 pm thanks for the article Dev 

2.45 uploaded a page 

someone left a pumkin carved on my route with a  stake through it and a sticking plaster on it probably the author 


im not likely to kill myself for real unless assisted dying becomes available 

2.50 pm I've lost nearly a stone on my new food plan ! 

4.40 pm 101124 uploaded a page 

5 .05 pm apology not accepted 

5.30 pm Trevor is intimidating me by having spam messages passed through to my recovery meeting 

6.30 i dont think of the author as a good friend , i feel judged and pressurised . i was offering a coffee now and then because she is isolated thats all 


i think a  rep for the harpie wants to steal the title 

101124 2117 uploaded 2 pages, still in love with Dev hugs 

10 pm uploaded a page of edit 

101124 11 pm 
k so the whole of chelsea watching 
as we move from the c spot to the g spot 
pressing our breasts together 
exploring with out hands 
not somewhere we ought to be going 
out here in the stables 

n cervix is the x spot 

some people have magic without hocus pocus 
i dont know how they do it 

11.50 pm still in love with Dev 

111124 1.30 am still in love with Dev x

1.50 am I will go to a show with the author if she doesn't try to move here 

11.30 am thanks for the article Dev still in love with you x

2 pm apology not accepted 

I will not speak to the author if she moves near me

Thursday, 7 November 2024

 uploaded a page of edit 

091124 , 081124

clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 
 
My  book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
see below please  , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI
 I opt out of it being used to train AI
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
 
051124 8.30 pm the author and Trevor are threatening to mess with my meds 

081124 2 pm 

5 minutes on the g spot without a sheet 
there was some porn on tv
and an article from Dev about raunchy musicians 
i landed with the porn
feeling depraved and funky 
incurably wanton 

i was brought up that way 
nobody mentioned marriage or babies 
it was all about pleasure , hedonism , 
sex drugs n rock n roll was the norm 

overcoming rape threats 

081124 , 5.14 pm

The porn was a man watching his girlfriend have sex with another man 


081124 21-324 
have a fantasty about someone you cant stand 
i didnt mean go up to that person 
hate all over them 
and demand they have one about you ! 

10.30 pm still in love with Dev x 

091124 12.45 am still in love with Dev x

091124 1.30 pm 

Still in love with Dev 

I offered the author an apology and a coffee . The ball is in her court to reciprocate and maybe look at her own faults as well sigh 

Having her live nearby would have me permanently drained 

Other friends don't pull their weight with her . I am profoundly exploited and I support assisted dying 

If the coffee goes well we might arrange to visit a gallery . No other person living is offering that , regardless of what money they have or spare time , no coffees or zoom calls are being offered 
I'd not trust her in my home around my paintings and stuff.  I feel like she's invading my body 
I'll not speak to her if she moves here 

091124 3.45 pm still in love with Dev x

8 pm not like i have alot of time and energy to spend on one person 
what with all the creative stuff im doing 

10 pm i see why Lizzy must jump off a cliff at the end of the book ! 

10.40 pm uploaded a page of edit

Wednesday, 6 November 2024

 

081124 , 071124 , 061124 , 041124 

 clockwork is on the war path

Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK , throw , clockwork
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 
 
My  book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
see below please  , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI
 I opt out of it being used to train AI
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
 
051124 8.30 pm the author and Trevor are threatening to mess with my meds 
 
1.40 pm 061124 

i wasnt directly on the c spot but it was being pulled 
so maybe e spot 
i did  Fleur for a while 
and finishsed with a friend 
and then the tutu right at the end 
bit of a round trip 

the rolls was exciting too 

streaking protest for the disabled 

in 2013 i was thinking about a space hopper as a sex toy 




my streaking in 2013 was a protest about surveillance , im writing a page on it 

3 pm uploaded two pages 

061124 3.30 pm uploaded two more pages
 
A relative featured again and oh yes royals too sometimes  

8.19 pm trying to not be a pizza x

8.30 still in love with Dev x 

from 2020


9 pm uploaded a page 

071124 11 am still in love with Dev 

5 30 pm the ending if the book : she wants to jump off a cliff but is also pushed 
So it's not clear she had made up her mind 

Still in love with Dev 

Nb today a taxi driver called ne ' a naughty girl ' presumably on behalf of the fling I had in 2014 when very unwell , a regrettable occasion 

7 pm uploaded a page 

9 pm still in love with Dev 
 
081124 1 am still in love with Dev 

2 am I tend to interpret everything sexually

Tuesday, 5 November 2024

 uploded a page of edit 

061124 , 041124 

 Al fayed is innocent , please can you not abduct Dev for mating duties

this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome 
 
My  book is called The Love Bombers by Lacey Ember 
see below please  , hunnie is not welcome to it , she wants to feed the book into AI
 I opt out of it being used to train AI
this blog is copyright of LIZARIKK 
harpie , bisto , chops , identity thief , bobble are not welcome
 
051124 8.30 pm the author and Trevor are threatening to mess with my meds 
 
So today's winner is Dev ! 

051124  , 8.50 pm other songs ive written scores for 
 
mostly before the pandemic when new neighbours made this difficult 

my cloak of insults , its all my fault , dark glass windows , like a horror film , unfinished business , two damaged people , mucked up in the head , black valentine , a trick of the light , morphine , id rather jump off a cliff , conflict on the border , screaming in agony , merry broken christmas , a second class citizen , pear drop moon , boxing day song  , a veil of death, gorilla mirror , the baby cried for me , im with a psychopath , 

9.50 pm the author said that all male sex is rape 

10.20 pm bisto wants to massacre the disabled 
061124 your relationship with bisto is putting our national security at risk