jupitersterrain four

21.38 Scary seems to be annoyed about something 


23.32

misc notes/draft 

you know and its not only music you can create 

jaw clenching tension cheek jowl 
body building  gnaaarrrr

and my head is sort of inflamed 

so what was she lined up as a reserve 

passive smoking 

some feelings are not necessarily reciprocated 

is why normally i don't use my eyes 
two sides of a sensitive nerve 

its like I'm in this black box 
chucking out obscenities because 
i think nobody can hear me .... 

and of course nature can get things 
horribly wrong .... 

actually poise is not the same as 
elegant or posh .... 

these actresses follow me into cafes looking 
completely gobsmacked that they are 
actually allowed to eat something .... 

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that joy is killing me too ... 

asphixiated yeah like my lungs are full of water .... 

I do really regret selling my Korn album i thought is was for 
teenagers and now i really need it ... 

its like not really paranormal it more alive than that .... 

people trapped in smoking building 

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get on your knees 
and cover your eyes 
im gonna shoot ... 

get down ... 


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detox 
here there is actual black smoke for real ... 

I wanted the place to be as dirty as possible ... 
only trouble is my concentration isnt very good .... 
just a hideous thing really ... 

and all that mess in your ballet dress 
straining to push a bus up a hill ... 

painful sound effects 
fibromyalgia 
i thought id see if i could kick it up to him ... 
you know and sweating and feeling like a third shower ... 

exploding star 



2.22am 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fGGXACQSV5Y

yeah i know you did say sacrificial goats blood  ... 


just want to dig my nails into your back ...